BreakfastCocaine

2026 Update: I'm a junior in college now y'all. My little brother is almost the age I was when I started this account and I've realized I need to have more grace for little me.
          	
          	Being an adult and actually realizing how young 14 is has really changed my perspective on this entire era of my life. I used to despise any memories or reminders of my life from 2020-2022 because I was just so embarrassed of myself. After all, I was obsessed with anime and writing fanfiction and reading yaoi. But I was just a kid, one amidst a global pandemic at that.
          	
          	We don't talk enough about how damaging it was to be a young teen during the pandemic. Society changed drastically seemingly overnight and isolated us all at a time where we should've had the most friends and the most fun with the least worries we'd ever have for the rest of our lives. It was supposed to be that sweet spot of old enough for freedom from parents but young enough before real life got too real. We didn't get the same teen experience as everyone else, so I think it's okay to forgive yourself for being a little weird. The entire world we had known was pulled out from under us, there were much worse routes we could've taken than reading (and writing) yaoi lol.
          	
          	Do I still absolutely despise and cringe at my stories on here? 100%. Especially compared to the quality of what I write now. I've considered posting what I write again, probably not here but on AO3 under a different name most likely. No smut for the foreseeable future, I'm far more focused on plot and story nowadays but maybe someday, we'll see where it goes. I'm still a big ass nerd but for different fandoms than I was known for on here (shoutout VLD and FNAF). 
          	
          	To anyone still active on here, thanks for the memories. Y'all meant a lot to me back in the day so if anyone on here still remembers me, hmu, I'd love to catch up :)

BreakfastCocaine

2026 Update: I'm a junior in college now y'all. My little brother is almost the age I was when I started this account and I've realized I need to have more grace for little me.
          
          Being an adult and actually realizing how young 14 is has really changed my perspective on this entire era of my life. I used to despise any memories or reminders of my life from 2020-2022 because I was just so embarrassed of myself. After all, I was obsessed with anime and writing fanfiction and reading yaoi. But I was just a kid, one amidst a global pandemic at that.
          
          We don't talk enough about how damaging it was to be a young teen during the pandemic. Society changed drastically seemingly overnight and isolated us all at a time where we should've had the most friends and the most fun with the least worries we'd ever have for the rest of our lives. It was supposed to be that sweet spot of old enough for freedom from parents but young enough before real life got too real. We didn't get the same teen experience as everyone else, so I think it's okay to forgive yourself for being a little weird. The entire world we had known was pulled out from under us, there were much worse routes we could've taken than reading (and writing) yaoi lol.
          
          Do I still absolutely despise and cringe at my stories on here? 100%. Especially compared to the quality of what I write now. I've considered posting what I write again, probably not here but on AO3 under a different name most likely. No smut for the foreseeable future, I'm far more focused on plot and story nowadays but maybe someday, we'll see where it goes. I'm still a big ass nerd but for different fandoms than I was known for on here (shoutout VLD and FNAF). 
          
          To anyone still active on here, thanks for the memories. Y'all meant a lot to me back in the day so if anyone on here still remembers me, hmu, I'd love to catch up :)

BreakfastCocaine

Account is being deleted tomorrow. Reply if you want the new account (and haven't told me already) and I'll message you it tomorrow.

BreakfastCocaine

I'm sorry, I know this seems really sudden but-
          
          Starting September 1st I will be deleting both of my current Wattpad accounts and starting fresh.
          
          The reason being that on my writing account I do not like most of my old stories, many of which were discontinued anyway, and many of my followers are now inactive or no longer interested in my content due to a change in their interests or a change in my own. 
          
          Many people who originally followed me on that account did so for my Haikyuu content which I no longer make so I would prefer to have an audience which takes an interest in what I make currently without any previous reputation or expectations. I want to be able to do what I enjoy without feeling guilty for changing the content I make or letting people down so my new account will be very multi fandom with less of a singular focus. 
          
          As far as my roleplay account, I have simply lost motivation and time for roleplaying and it has become more of a chore than a fun outlet for me so I no longer have much use for it.
          
          I'd like to thank everyone that has supported me in any form on either account and if anyone has read this far and is interested in my new account, please DM me and I will share it with you once it is made but I will not be announcing it publicly as I wish to start mostly from scratch.

old_account4

@BreakfastCocaine oh mk could i also have your new account when you make it??
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mexlodiii

@BreakfastCocaine i hope your new account (when it is made) goes well<3
            it's completely fine to need a break or just a startover like this and i'm glad you've noticed that you need one.
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