Breeze_Pray_Sama

Uh hi. . . It’s been awhile. All I’ve really been doing is reading other peoples books and stuff. I haven’t really wanted to write one myself because I can’t thing of anything, adding onto the fact that next month is when my first day of 8th grade starts and I still am the size of a 6th grader.-. . I know I should continue with my stories but I just can’t. I’m sorry but you probably won’t see me post anything any time soon. Thanks for following me tho and watching my stories progress over the few years! I’m glad I’ve made a few friends on here! Bye my lovely angles!❤️

Breeze_Pray_Sama

Uh hi. . . It’s been awhile. All I’ve really been doing is reading other peoples books and stuff. I haven’t really wanted to write one myself because I can’t thing of anything, adding onto the fact that next month is when my first day of 8th grade starts and I still am the size of a 6th grader.-. . I know I should continue with my stories but I just can’t. I’m sorry but you probably won’t see me post anything any time soon. Thanks for following me tho and watching my stories progress over the few years! I’m glad I’ve made a few friends on here! Bye my lovely angles!❤️

Breeze_Pray_Sama

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I just had a break down.Me and my little sister....{Her Oc's name}Lizzy...kinda got into a arguement and she was yelling at me and stuff.Then I say"Ya'll just don't have pacentice"She starts to get really mad at me and says"Well,you could have been faster!".I don't now why but I just start to cry uncontruleably and tell her"Well i'm sorry i'm not fucking 4 diffrent people!"And she just crosses her arms and says"You don't have to cry about it gesz"I turn around to her and start crying more.I turned back around to the summer sausage I was cutting for them and say"Well,your not the one in fucking 7th grade Lindsey!I already have so much stress on my hands,adding onto our bitch of a mother!"I cried so bad that I couldn't even cut the sausage anymore.I just ran into my dads room and cried into his bed.He kept asking me"What happened?Whats wrong"The I finally told him.
          
          
          You may be wondering"What's so bad about this"well...the bad part is I was thinking of just killing Lindsey right then and there with that knife....I hate myself for thinking that to.Just thinking if I just stab her now this will all end.But,I didn't and I just ran to my dads room and told him everything and he let me go to my room.So here I am right now......
          
          
          Me and...Lizzy... are fine now.She came in here trying to give me her summer sausage but I just told her to keep it.But,what hurts me the most is,just thinking that way I did,thinking of killing my own sister.I just couldn't handle it.Every time I think about it I end up crying....
          
          Anyway~
          
          Breeze-pray-sama signing out~

Breeze_Pray_Sama

Thank you.I may not have a lot of real life friends but,it feels like internet friends are better xD
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HotWingsEtc

@Breeze_Pray_Sama everything will be okay, just think positive and i cant imagine hoe hardnit is for u rn, but if u keepnur chin up u will be happy! This is completely irrelivent(i cant spell) but just think of a guy u like hanging out with and picture him in a dress, it always makes me feel better :) sorry if this doesnt help, if not just be urself anf stay the happy, loving, cheery person u are
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Breeze_Pray_Sama

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I went to the eye doctor today and guess whattttttttttt!!!I'm getting fucking glasses!Wahooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........not.
          
          I mean yeah my eyes are fucking trash and can't do anything right.I only have to wear them when I have to look at the bored at school or something far away but other then that i'm glasses free!I get them in 2 weeks so fuck ;-;
          
          
          Anyway have a good fucking morning/night :p

Breeze_Pray_Sama

I mean I can't even do that with my phone xD
            
            My phone already has two cracks on the screen xD
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Breeze_Pray_Sama

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What I mean't by all that is I just didn't want to have to deal with taking care of the glasses.My dad said it's kinda hard taking care of glasses.You have to make sure to clean them.You have to be careful.And stuff like that.I just don't have the time for all that shit but now I have to ;-;
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dreaked

@Breeze_Pray_Sama lol. Dis offenses me and mah glasses
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Breeze_Pray_Sama

Hey little shitheads! I'm back and better then ever!...................
          I've gotten great idea's for all my books.I jut hope school isn't to hard on dis lil nugget{Me xD}
          Also,my depression is slowly getting better so that's a start!I just wish that everyone could be happy I mean I've tried killing myself before{Depressing right ;-;} but I just thought of my family and friends that I just couldn't......
          Anyway no more depressing stuff!I'm very proud of myself because I have not listen to a depressing song in almost a month and i'm not gonna break that record!!!!If you are suffering from depression or suicide please....talk to me.I'm always there to listen and help.
          Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TALK(8255)
          
          
          Anyway~
          Will try my hardest to update n everything!I hope everyone has a great day/night!
                                               ~God Bless All Of You!!!!~

Breeze_Pray_Sama

And...Cute Anime Boys?I'M IN YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! xD
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coolscat1

@Breeze_Pray_Sama  just download mistic mesanger and everything with be ok ps it has cute anime boys
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Breeze_Pray_Sama

Hello! You've probably noticed that i've been active still but not updating anything.....It's because my depression kinda got worse with school going on now.Too much stress to deal with already,Yeah school is fine...I guess ;-;  but it's just too much work.Also yes,i'm now obsessed with Camp Camp (Love You Depressed Little Potato{Max}:3)Oh and before I forget to tell you I started my period!{I can bleed forever and not die!!!! xD}The worst part is my littiest sister....uhh...I'm not gonna say her real name but I will call her by her oc's name...Nina she has been having anger problems and with me on my period if she tries to push me I will throw her in her room and lock her up till she is okay xD{I just heard my little sister.....this is her oc's name...Lizzy scream...probably because....Nina pushed her.Welp I am gonna have to deal with that....
          
          
          10 min later....
          Okay Nina is in her room asleep now xD
          Anyway just wanted to say thank you for waiting for updates.I won't be updating any time soon maybe just one chapter on Babtqftim x Reader but that is probably all xD
                                                                                                             Breeze~Pray~Sama Signing out~

Breeze_Pray_Sama

My sister is getting better at her anger problems tho so that's good :D
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dreaked

@Breeze_Pray_Sama You are literally me with my sister. Wait. I forgot to unlock the door... Woopsie!
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