The thought of actually writing my thoughts down scares me. Maybe its because my thoughts become real. Its becomes more than just ideas in one's head, that can go away if you think about something else. No now its history, it's a part of you, and now anyone can go back and remind you of you said. Crazy, how this works. At the same time I've gone years wanting to write everything down. I have so much to say and so much that I have to let go of. There's no right or wrong way of going about it just because it's a timeline. Shit started young and here I am now I'm 20 and not knowing my purpose or where I'm suppose to go but I'm going with my gut feeling. There's hope and I have to faith that someday everything I feel will make sense and ill come to terms with everything.