Brianna Lea Shaw

I'm still alive. Just going through it. 

Don't you love all my excuses?
          
          I'm so fucking sorry. I'm in a really depressive state. I'm half done with the next chapter. I will finish this story y'all I promise I will... Life and my mental state just get in the way. I feel like shit for leaving this for so long. I promise it's in process... I just have a lot going on. Please forgive me. 

I'm still going to try to post this week, but I want to inform you all that I've had a random spike of depression hit me the last few days. 
          
          I'm sorry in advance if nothing comes or if the quality is low. I'm trying everything I can guys. I don't get paid for this... It's just for fun.
          
          I'm not abandoning you guys. I appreciate all of you for reading... All I'm asking is to please understand. 
          
          ~Bri

I had someone ask me to update so I'm trying to write to post today. The only problem is that I just got over COVID and I'm trying to catch up on some things. I don't know if I can get out an update today, but I will try to at least sometime this week. I don't want to rush it and be unhappy with my work. 
          
          I am so sorry about everything being so long. Please understand. ): 
          
          If you feel like reading a completed story, I have 3 others on my profile. 
          
          Talk soon
          
          ~Bri 

I've been working in the background lately working on the collab and a newer Taekook story. Dreams is almost done and I'm still not feeling any motivation. Anxiety and depression have been creeping on me and I'm also in the process of getting ready to move. I'm sorry. Please understand. 
          
          I might post the first chapter and preface to The Taekook story. It's called Danger Prone. Talk soon everyone! 
          
          ~Bri

Well I go back to work the 19th of this month!! That means I should be able to start writing some more of Dreams. There are only a couple chapters left. I will work real hard to start on it again soon. Most of my time has been taken up by the collaboration and my unwillingness to continue. My motivation isn't all that high, but it's not that I won't finish it. I definitely will. Don't worry! 
          
          Also I wanted to add that I haven't gotten any comments and I'd really love some feedback on it!! We will talk soon everyone! 
          
          ~Bri ʕ⁠っ⁠•⁠ᴥ⁠•⁠ʔ⁠っ

You guys who have followed me the past couple of years... You remember how I said I don't realize the pain capacity of the back surgery? Well it's happening again and this time they gave me a stronger medication. How about IT ISN'T WORKING AGAIN. So I am so sorry if "Dreams" doesn't get touched for the next two months.
          
          In other news... I am working on a collaboration with an amazing friend of mine. I'm so excited for this one. If we do end up posting here, I don't know which account it will be. If it ends up being hers, then I will 100% be spamming her account. Lol. If we both post it... I will still be spamming her account. Lmaoooo 
          
          Anyways, as always I appreciate your support and patience as I go through everything I go through. 
          
          Your Author, 
          
          ~Bri 

Welp, I'm getting back surgery again. 

Hey guys! I'm sorry about rh delay in "Dreams"! This next part is actually a huge challenge for me to write because I've never experienced it before. When it comes out, I'll put a disclaimer at the beginning that way I don't spoil it here. I'm hoping I won't offend anyone in the process!! If I do offend you, please don't hesitate to send me a message or post on my discussion tab. I will remove that part of the story. (◕ᴗ◕✿) Thanks to everyone for all your love, support, and continued patience. I'm going to work hard to get it out to you all This weekend!! 

Let me say this... I've always seen Jin as a bottom tbvh so writing this part will beat big challenge! I made him top in this story to actually challenge myself. Also, because most of his decisions drive the story. Just know it'll be a little time before I can get this out to you! Thank you for your patience!