Briantastic

Hey y'all, 
          
          2019 seems like the worst year in kpop history. 
          With Sulli passing away, Hwall leaving the boyz, Woojin leaving Stray Kids, Wonho leaving Monsta X, B.I leaving Ikon, ATEEZ Mingi and Jongho being injured.
          
          And we still have two months to go. 
          
          I just feel really sad, because I love all of those groups/people and it makes me think, if these incidents change everything for me as a kpop stan. 
          
          Apart from that, I lost my USB with ALL of my stories on and I can't help but feel defeated about it. 
          
          In conclusion: I don't know, when or how I'm going to come back as a writer. 
          
          Hope you guys are doing well, eventhough this year is cursed. 

Good Mangas? Hell yeah. I don't know if you're into like the real sexual yaoi or the cute/lovely one. 
          But my two favorits of last year where: "What lies at the End" (love the drawings and it's not that much of sexual content.) 
          And "Here U Are", which is still in process and technically it's not a manga but a manhua, but as long as you're not planning to read it in it's original language it doesn't matter, I guess. 
          
          If you like more the sexual kind of stuff: 
          - Definitly "Bj Alex". I LOVE IT. It's kinky, but it's actually so good. 
          - "Make Me Bark" - Plot? What Plot? *cough*
          
          As for yaoi manga in general, those are a bit controversial or something because ... I don't know how to describe it better ... it kind of includes rape ... like mostly every other yaoi does? 
          - Junjou Romantica/Sekaiichi Hatsukoi
          - Dakaretai Otoko 1-i ni Odosarete Imasu  
          - A guy like you (Manuha) 
           
          My favorit romance manga (not Yaoi) these days are "Nisekoi doumei" (It's not the one with the mafia girl tho) and "Ao haru ride"
          
          For sites I have to name lehzin.com because it supports the artist. 
          Other websites are Mangarock.com or Mangafox.com but I don't really know well about them supporting the artists work ... 
          
          If you wanna read some good stuff on wattpad (just in case you havent already read it ^^): 
          - Advanced bravely
          - Lawless Gangster 
          - Agreement of Being Gay for 30 Days
          
          If you've already read all of those recommendations, pls be my friend LMAO

@ IGot7_Sory  oh, thank you.  
          I feel the same. Like many ELF left the fandom and the one remaining are so toxic, it's just sad. A lot of newer kpop fans tend to forget about SuJu even though they're legendary and their songs are hella catchy. After all I got into kpop because of them and always say that I'm going to leave with them. As they are slowly doing their solo work or leaving SM I kinda feel like I should let the kpop-part of my life fade away as well. One the other side there are groups like NCT, Skz, Day6, ... that inspire me and bring a whole lot of new music genre and lyrics in my life and I don't want to miss all of that ... haha, does that make any sense? 
          In the end I just can't see kpop without suju. I feel like a old stan when I read of people being completely new and got into kpop because of BTS or EXO, even SHInee. But it's just a common thing for old fandom to slowly fade away I guess. 
          
           

So basically my cat just published a new chapter of "School War". I left the room for like 5 Minutes and after I came back it was published and my cat is still sitting on my desk. 
          
          I'm not going to take it down anyway. So please enjoy it~.
          
          Thanks for following me. Love you guys.