Um so 2 things:
1: You are an amazing writer, one of the best I have ever read books from. You create such intricate and elaborated stories, and although I have never met you, I believe fully in your career wherever it takes you!!!!!
2: Sometimes I hate your writing because I cried reading lullaby. I need another *cries in pain of no more dandy* (In all reality very few books make me cry so be proud of yourself)