Brindelfall's Sunshine!

I know I said I'd stop messaging here, but I'd just like to wish you a happy birthday-! It's odd; I still have it listed in my calendar.
          
          Happy Birthday to you, old friend, <3

Yesterday was the official one year of being apart. It's not something to really celebrate, but it goes to remind me how long it's been.
          I'm so sorry, it's probably so creepy for me to be leaving stuff like this on your board. I bet if you saw this right now, you'd block me or tell me to leave you alone. I understand that, completely! Don't get me wrong, I'd probably do the same.
          I don't even know what you go by anymore. If it's still Brindel or if it's something new... I don't even know if you still by the same pronouns. That doesn't matter though, not as of currently.
          I really hope that your day is swell. I'd hate if it were bad.
          This will probably be my last message on your message board. Atleast, I'm hoping it is. I don't want to bother you anymore. Its probably annoying anyway.
          
          Sincere apologizes, and goodbye for now.
          
          - Autumnn/Mari

Ey

// I know it's been awhile and you will most likely never see this, but...
          
          // Happy Birthday! I think today's your birthday...
          
          // I miss talking to you a lot. I hope that we're still friends after all this time anyway. ^^
          
          // I don't have a gift for you or anything... I'm sorry for that, but still, Happy Birthday, Brindel..!

Hmm Im starting to want to make stories about Countryhumans. should I make story's or just decide to continue to be dead/offline/ 
          
          I'd prolly make some among us stories too! So if anyone is ever up to Roleplaying a Among us or CH-SH rp I'll be in 

I'm starting to have the feeling that I'm taring away from my Wattpad friends. Each week now. I just get on less and more less. 
          I'm really sorry if I ignore you guys .. one is that I never get notifications. Two is rather me struggling to know what to say. And three is just. I don't really have a perpose on here. Other people stayed the same or changed their fandom. And I have a feeling that they just don't.  Care for st3 anymore. Like me. My intrests on St3 died pretty much. And while other people like the Dragonopna...?? Idk what it's called. I HAVE NO IDEA what that is. And alot of people I know rather don't like Countryhumans. Bc of the toxic fandom. But I mean srsly. Isnt every fandom toxic in a way? >> 
          
          Anyways- enough of that-- but again. Sorry for just. Not saying anything lately 

my friend!

Scars from yards away can always come back and make your fun day delay. Looking down oppon your pass just makes not want to last any longer. All you see are cuts and scars upon your arms. What can I do get away from all the pain...

"one day you'll look around. And see everyone loves you. But nobody likes you... And that's the lonelinest feeling in the world.."
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          That's what I tell myself all the time. Why is I Depression.

Happy birthday grandma OWo