“Lazy head”…

Dang…
          
          I was in pe and it’s Wednesday that every Wednesday whenever I’m in pe, we have to jog like around the track 4 and the last time I ran around the track,  I ended up in 3rd place but now I ended up in 1st like I wasn’t trying to run. I was jogging but for some reasons, I was fast but the sun was making it hard to run. I used little of my energy so it was easy to gain them back. 
          
          
          I don’t even know what’s going on with me nowadays. But, don’t say that I should be in track.
          
          I was chosen to be in track in elementary but I refused. I like any sports but I like basketball more and plus soccer is easy too because I hit the ball hard and it goes in the sky and moves faster that it could hit someone. I don’t wanna be in track in school because, grades are too much for me to handle.
          
          I guess I ended up in first place just because I was lucky.

I accidentally yelled at my mom for nothing. I was supposed to let my anger out on someone else. My friends:,)
          
          I slept late this week and I cried last week on Thursday. This week was so far terrible for me.
          
          Ever almost lost your close friend? Did you cry?
          
          4 group of girls sitting in a tree. 1 distances herself(me). 1 gets into a problem(my friend who made me cry). 1 has anger issues(other friend) 1 I still talk to by text but one who laughs a lot(my other friend)
          
          Told a teacher of mines the story I basically stayed in her classroom and cried my eyes out and I was supposed to be in Spanish I just wanted someone to talk to about my problems. I went to Spanish almost late about 1 min almost late and I asked my Spanish teacher if I could go to the restroom to wipe off my face and wash up. 
          
          Terrible week ever<3

The Genshin event really got me crying tears of joy ningguang , Beidou, Xiao, zhongli, hu Tao, Xiangling, xingqiu, chongyun, guoba, Keqing, xinyan, paimon, the traveler, yun Jin, shenhe, ganyu, qiqi, Doctor Baizhu, cloud retainer, mountain shaper, the other adepti, the kids the parents the guards, EVERYONE was brought together for the Lantern Rites.
          
          I was really trying to finish it for the event was over so I’m kind of the slow poke TvT
          
          My team:
          Jean
          Chongyun
          Xiangling
          Razor
          
          My main:
          Razor
          
          Big dmg character:
          Razor
          
          My favorite:
          Razor
          
          He just helped me with ascending my rank even if it was electro against electro and Bennet helped too and Xiangling. Chongyun.. sorry he wasn’t really much help just only when trying to lower the electro’s health

Ahem.. so if you ever wanna smoke you’re Gonna have to do that if you’re Ao me in the house or just outside not when PEOPLE ARE IN THE HOUSE TRYING TO SLEEP. The amount of smoke smell I’ve inhaled it just makes me wanna cough. 
          
          My sisters friend is using vape.
          
          Ahem again I REPEAT
          
          KIDS do NOT smoke. It’s not good for your health. 
          
          I get it depressed people smoke too but like smoke where you know little kids are not around not where some other grown people sleep. 
          
          Coughed multiple times now and I’m trying to hide under my blanket but it makes me heat up.
          
          I thought I was safe at home but I’m officially not.
          
          Too nice to my siblings I can lose trust in them the more they change

Bleh.. I’m effecting my own body letting people hit me like it doesn’t hurt but later when I’m in my room, my body just feels like it’s about to die-
          
          Includes my hands since I was playing with this boy and he was like hitting my hand like it didn’t hurt. A girl was just kicking or stepping on my toe-

Guys no need to worry about the gacha club bug. I kinda found out on YouTube how to remove it and the studio button was RUGHT IN FRONT OF ME I was over there clicking the buttons on the right but NOT EVEN THE STUDIO- 
          
          Anyways I’m gonna get on webtoons since I’m tired now

Dealing with school assignments and homework and also dealing with a story on my account so like I don’t know I just get so tired.

Been working on a new story for about 3 days from now and so far it has like 27 published parts. I’ve been having fun doing the story and plus I get tired sometimes.. 
          
          Well I already am. If you haven’t checked out the book, I can go check it out now(if the link even works):
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/279400970?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_story_details&wp_uname=Brisabeauty&wp_originator=9PF%2FTpaGNeDAP0BBvbFuUZUq4rRd%2BUere%2Flkb%2B6dAOaBJmI3PqQaT%2BWHsQZ84vhqfgBgihiH%2F3%2BeN0LAEPTnDnOUJmKu6dm4RYb2AktAJdaa9ZcbPt268bFHvmp8NCha

Me and my friend are now complaining(well she started talking back) over her scaring me and I only got 4 hours of sleep that I was so scared. I stayed up at waking up at 4 hours and it was 11am when I went to sleep(bc I finally moved on). And then I told my mom how I couldn’t sleep and then she started talking about how long I kept my bed sheet and the things on it that I didn’t know when was the last time I changed it. 
          
          I didn’t greet my dad when I woke up because I didn’t want him to see how tired I was that I stayed in my room on my phone then went to sleep like hours later.
          
          
          One tip from me: 
          Never EVER tell me a scary story when it’s night time for me(CST)
          
          
          Ouch my shoulder hurts
          
          Anyways that’s all

I kinda think my friend is possessed bc somehow she wanted to tell me something scary and that actually got me scared and right now for me it’s 1am and I feel like I won’t be able to sleep. I kept telling my friend that no matter what I’m on god’s side and that it wasn’t funny or anything. I was with my older sister in the light because she was just eating so um- and now I can’t actually sleep and I’m working on an edit with music on and I left the light in the hallway on so I can sleep better(my dad is at work so he’ll probably turn the light off once he gets back).
          
          My favorite genre is not horror because ever since I was younger I was so terrified of guns and blood and black creepy things but now I’m not really scared of blood but I am scared of the people who caused the crime . My favorite genre is romance and nothing else but I am ok with adventure stories but it’s actually crazy if someone tells me something scary at night because I won’t be able to get over it easily.
          
          I won’t delete this message but if you see this and you know how I feel then thank you for understanding.
          
          Now I’ll get back to editing or even trying to sleep.
          
          My poor soul