Nick

I can't talk to you whenever i want.. so i always end up looking at you pics, wondering how in every pics you are glowing?

Everything felt like a movie.

Bipolar is great.

I'm so happy.. for the both of you. Keeping it lowkey and private.

Sometimes i just wish to disappear.
          That way I'll never be the bad guy anymore.
          I'll never hurt everyone that's close to me.

But.. recently I'm becoming hollow myself, not be able to feel happiness and excite nothing to look forward to. I'm starting to lose interest in everything.

I used to have this attitude na.. if you talk to me and i feel like your words are empty/hollow then I'll just ignore everything that you talked about.