DeadFromTheInside

Hi to clarify: 
          Did I lie in anyway in the past; No. 
          Should I have been so open and posted everything?: no.
          
          Am I Okay now? Kind of, the point is I'm an adult. An alcoholic maybe; but I'm still alive. All of my friends on this platform have since moved on but it's.. hard to see what I once was. The messages I recieved saying I faked things are disgusting; I would never fake my own pain. I even have EVIDENCE still as my Case is still open for other issues. So yes if asked; yes I can provide evidence. I in no way now day would make suicide seem as a valid way out now, I have grown. I have grown and now live on my own with my partner and many dogs and a cat. Im financially stable; I've been drug sober for about 2 years now; and I'm alive. 
          
          I also go by Char now and identify by all pronouns. 
          
          You can find me;
          Tiktok as: charclown18
          Facebook: Char Woods! I have half white half red hair in my profile picture. 
          
          I'm also a commission Artist and my Art is THRIVING.

Hello, admin here is still alive.
          Thiving adulting, successful- even much so a mother.

BACK FROM HELL

you have friends here and we will talk to you

Followers of ash im sorry to tell u she wont be on anymore. She's went missing, we hope she ran away. And we hope she wasnt kidnapped or killed. So she wont be on anymore.sorry people

Oh honey you need to stop thinking like that look at all the people that support u and want to help u you can talk to them and u can talk to me even though u might not trust me because I'm off the internet but know that I am here for u to talk to

Honestly you're one of the people I can actually relate to! You're an amazing artist, you're not what those stupid bullies label you. I know I'm too late...You're radical, I don't understand why you do these things to yourself. We'll miss you Ashley -Your friend KK_the_darklord

So go make friends out in the real world. or make friends in the wattpad world. just know im here for you

And you know what they helped me get through the pain. So go out and make friends. And think about it all these people trying to stop you care if you commit suicide. if you do it and we find out all of us will be so depressed

Please you don't deserve to die. I know how you feel but that didn't stop me from making friends