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Let me ask this... my does my ex have the fucking right to pop back into my life after breaking my fucking heart and ask how I’m doing?? Like no bitch leave me the fuck alone you lost that damn right when you broke me heart 5 months ago!!

I finally feel at peace once again... my best friend, who is like an older brother to me just return home from the Marines and I can’t be more happy... it’s been hard not having him around to mess with me, but he is home and I’m at peace

There’s nothing to lose when your lonely and friendless, so my only interest is showing these people that I’m a human and I hurt too

No one would miss me if I disappeared... no one would care that I’m gone... no one cares about me... it would be easier on everyone if I just gave up and left the world..

I sometimes hate that I care so much.. my heart is literally the softest thing. I hate that I care so easily and sometimes that comes back to bite me, but sometimes it’s doesnt. I just want someone to love me for me and realize that I’m weird, crazy, protective, easily jealous, but I’m the most loving person ever. I will never leave or give up even during the roughest of times... why can’t anyone just love me for that? Why can’t anyone accept me for that?

I wonder what would happen if I just disappeared one day... would anyone miss me? Would anyone care that I was gone? Would they really notice?

I just need a friend rn...

Got my heart broken...

PTSD sucks...

Flashbacks suck because all I can do is relive the part of my life that traumatized me so bad that I have the hardest time opening up to people or asking for help or even being in a relationship... I can’t even seem to get myself to text my one true support for help because I’m spiraling so bad...