"I'm struggling to stay in this world, because everything just touches me so deeply. I'm not doing this for attention. I'm doing this to be an inspiration and to show that I can be strong. I did things to myself to make pain go away, because I'd rather hurt myself then someone else. Haters are haters but please don't hate, although I'm sure I'll get them. I hope I can show you guys that everyone has a story, and everyones future will be bright one day, you just gotta pull through. I'm still here aren't I?"
-AmandaTodd
She posted that on the 7th September ; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOHXGNx-E7E ; & now she's gone. After watching that video, I couldnt stop crying. . .its horrible what those people have done to her. She made a mistake. ONE mistake & they all judged her based on that- why? Because they had NOTHING better to do? Because they were bored & wanted to have some fun? I dont know; I never will but what I do know is that she had strength. She had the damn strength to put that video up on Youtube & show the world how much she suffered & she was strong. . .so strong. Despite all of her mistakes & flaws, she truly was an amazing girl. I may not have known her, but I know what bullying is like. I've been bullied myself. I know what its like to feel all alone. I know what its like to not have anyone. I know what its like to constantly be crying, not knowing when or if I would ever be able to smile again- to feel happy again. Amanda was- IS- beautiful, & those people who treated her like that will get what they deserve. They will pay for the pain they caused. Like Amanda said everyone has a story, everyone has a past, but they also have a future. Dont judge people just because of a mistake they made, because of their past. They dont live there anymore; they dont live in their past anymore. She was an amazing person. Again I may not have known her & she may have given in to the pain but at the end of the day she was still strong enough to hold on for so long♥
