Broken Smiles

Hey

Wish me luck in my grave
          Its okay.
          
          I mean nothing
          And that makes me insane.
          
          But who cares
          I'm just second anyways.
          
          I'm sorry I'm hated
          I'm sorry I'm nothing
          I'm sorry I feel these feelings
          Don't think nothing.
          
          Don't think it matters
          Cause I only be second.
          
          Just look the other way
          As though something be sparklen.
          
          We all have our rough days
          We all have our bads
          We all have our things that make us be sad.
          
          But I be constantly feeling abused
          By these sad feelings
          That get other amused.
          
          You laugh
          You smile.
          
          I'm sorry I'm broken
          I'm sorry damaged
          I didn't mean to be this way
          It just happened, okay.
          
          You be stressing me out everyday
          As though something might change
          And I wait cause I'm stupid
          But hey that's okay.
          
          And I'm sorry I feel this way
          But nothing going to change
          On how I see you 
          The way I see you each day.

I'll be on this account today.

   Today was a big oof.

   So I've completely moved accounts now but I will if you pm me tell you what my new account is if you'd like to know. 
          
             I'll still check this account every now and again though.

   Its my job to pretend like im okay, its your job to prwnd like you didnt do this to me. - Me

@just_a_mystic_fan np

   And love perished. - Me

   If your not appreciated then leave or stay and feel alone. - Me

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