Im starting to write because I have had a very rough past two years. I never imagined the things that have happened to me would have or could have, ever happened. Im trying to find myself again and rebuild my life. Everything I post is completely true, and real events and things I have experienced throughout my life, nothing is fictional or from my imagination. Im not sure who my story would appeal to, but Im hoping maybe, if anything, it can help me heal and let go of the things from the past that have nearly crippled me emotionally, as well as help people that have experienced similar situations. After being dealt such a shitty hand it is hard to have hope. So this is partly me desperately trying to find my hope again. Hope you enjoy.