Brooke_Garhardt

ok i'm so tired and i'm done with school. i can't sleep at night and when i finally can i never want to wake up. i want to leave school and leave my house and my family and all my friends and just start over...i feel like that sounds really dumb but i can't take it anymore it just hurts so bad and i feel like there's nothing i can do and no where i can go i'm so done with this why can't i just act chill?? and all my friends can talk to whoever they want and don't care and don't need to know anything about them but me i have to wait a long time till i put my walls down and actually feel comfortable with someone. i hate my friend group there's too much drama and the group i do feel more comfortable in doesn't understand my interests and what i'm feeling. i just can't wait for next year a new school and hopefully a new start...god i hate this

Y’all I’m so tired…I have to go back to school after 2 weeks off tomorrow and I am dreading it!!! Yk I have been so lazy lately but I still can’t manage to make time to write…and when I do I get writers block or I get insecure cus my friends read my ffs! God I’ve been reading since 9:45…it’s 12:16. I’m so done with school! Like god! Why does it have to be so boring?! And I talked to a random boy in my class more than my best friend over winter break…plus she blew me off one night because her dad said she couldn’t even though she told me what day to have the sleepover AND she hung out w other friends every single other day!!! What the hell!!! Well anyways…thanks for listening to my rant if u have any suggestions lmk!

Y’all I really need to sleep…but instead im on here reading fanfics and writing crap chapters…