Brookelynn_Grey

The day I learned you had died. 
          	A little piece of me died with you too 
          	Close since childhood 
          	I know we didn't talk and im sorry 
          	16 years of age. 
          	and you were gone. 
          	Nothing can ever take
          	This pain from me 
          	And even though
          	I try to act strong
          	This pain will never end
          	Now that you 
          	Are gone. 
          	No one ever told me
          	That you had died. 
          	Learned on Facebook
          	Through a close close friend
          	Goodbye Orla
          	Goodbye Trust. 
          	Goodbye to the girl 
          	I trusted with my life. 
          	Goodbye Orla
          	I miss you
          	Goodbye Orla. 
          	Gone for about a week. 
          	Goodbye Orla 
          	Goodbye 
          	Goodbye Orla. 
          	Stay strong up there. 
          	
          	Goodbye Orla. 
          	We all love you
          	Goodbye Orla
          	Gone Far too soon.
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	We love you Orla. Goodbye ❤️ 

Brookelynn_Grey

The day I learned you had died. 
          A little piece of me died with you too 
          Close since childhood 
          I know we didn't talk and im sorry 
          16 years of age. 
          and you were gone. 
          Nothing can ever take
          This pain from me 
          And even though
          I try to act strong
          This pain will never end
          Now that you 
          Are gone. 
          No one ever told me
          That you had died. 
          Learned on Facebook
          Through a close close friend
          Goodbye Orla
          Goodbye Trust. 
          Goodbye to the girl 
          I trusted with my life. 
          Goodbye Orla
          I miss you
          Goodbye Orla. 
          Gone for about a week. 
          Goodbye Orla 
          Goodbye 
          Goodbye Orla. 
          Stay strong up there. 
          
          Goodbye Orla. 
          We all love you
          Goodbye Orla
          Gone Far too soon.
          
          
          
          
          We love you Orla. Goodbye ❤️ 

Brookelynn_Grey

this message may be offensive
TW Suicide note
          
          
          I wrote this a year ago when i did my last attempt. Everyday i read over this and i wonder what would have happened if i died 
          
          
          Hey 
          
          Im writing this to say im sorry. by the time you read this ill be gone. im sorry. dont try and save me. its too late for me.   i fucked up. I let down my wife. my kids, i let you down
          
          
          I cant save myself but maybe you can. Lead good lives. 
          
          goodbye 
          
          
          
          But i pray to god everyday and im glad i didnt. but im feeling really down lately. im trying not to write another but no promises

Brookelynn_Grey

this message may be offensive
I am writing this regardless of whether anyone reads it. 
          
          I know i let a lot of people down. ive fucked up my life. Ive had people who have been here for me and i know lately i havent been there for them, I needed to be but i wasnt. i love you guys. Ive been fighting for my marriage, life and kids when i should have been fighting for my Friendships. Im sorry. i fucked up. i love you

swim_read_repeat

@Brookelynn_Grey you didn’t let me down. You are a great person. I know it feels tough sometimes but you gotta keep getting up, keep living. There’s people counting on you, and I promise that they don’t care what you think - you have not and will not ever let them down. I love you
Reply

Brookelynn_Grey

this message may be offensive
@swim_read_repeat I honestly feel like i let everyone  down em. I let you down, I Let Lee down. I let mom down. My Mom would never be proud of me now. Im 19 Em. Things arent supposed to be like this, im supposed to be out living my best life but im not.  I was my cousin's maid of honor last week and was supposed to take a picture of the first kiss but i even fucked that up. im such a wreck em. I cant be a good Mom. A Good Wife.  i cant even be there for people who need me
Reply

swim_read_repeat

@Brookelynn_Grey don’t say that about yourself. You are an amazing person and I know it’s so hard to see that but from someone who knows and cares about you I know you are amazing. Please never stop believing in yourself.
Reply

Brookelynn_Grey

He left his Fiancee and His daughter at 18. 
          He learnt to kill before he Learnt to pay his taxes. 
          He never hurt a fly. 
          He learnt to care about everyone else's lives before his own
          He has friends at College and Friends at the army base. 
          His Friends Go Home in the summer and He Returns to Base. 
          He wrote his own will at 18. 
          It Kills him more and more everytime he leaves His Fiancee and Daughter. 
          
          So Pray. Pray for all the men and women out there who fight for their country. All of them that fight for their lives. That leave their Fiancé's,  Wife's,  Husbands and Children to fight for all of our lives. Pray for the ones who write their own wills at 16, 17 or 18. The ones who never know if they'll return home. The ones who understand what they leave behind everytime they go to fight for lives. 
          

Brookelynn_Grey

Hey Guys. Im not sure if yall noticed but i havent been around lately. 
          
          Im thinking of starting a bio shop. What do yall think?

Brookelynn_Grey

@Brookelynn_Grey like a book that people can order bios for their accounts from x 
Reply

IsabelAndrea530

What’s a bio shop?
Reply

IsabelRogers0

Hey, I’m back on this account again and I added a new story. So gp check it out when you can.

Brookelynn_Grey

@IsabelAndrea530 Omg haha, Thats okay, I have both Accounts of urs anyway
Reply

IsabelAndrea530

I keep on getting signed out of my IsabelRogers0 account and soooo…. yeah
Reply