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It's been months. A long long couple of months. I am so sorry. It's pathetic that I couldn't update. But two new updates have dropped. One for Anatomy, one for Heartache <3
I will be honest, I've slipped into a bad depression. Like bad with really bad thoughts. I'm tired all the time, and I'm getting 1-2 hours of sleep per night. Seasonal depression is real. I read somewhere that depression hates a moving target, so be depressed while moving. Be depressed while lying in the sun. While taking a walk, while swimming, or running, and eventually you'll just be moving. Not moving while depressed. It's important to take time for yourself, it's important to get help and I'm still trying to get that message. It's okay to feel like shit. To have thoughts that consume you but you have to be better than them. You have to keep moving. You have to try. You have to stay here. Because this day will pass, just like the last one, and just like the next one. The world does keep spinning and so do you.
Again, I am very sorry for the wait.
But two updates are out and I'm working on maybe a little more tonight. Thank you for those who stuck with me. :)