Brxkenmouxs3
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I would like to address something, yes I do have depression and Anxiety.
Is it bad?No it's not but can it be bad yes it can be very bad.
I have had depression sense my dad started to drink and hit my mother,it made me sad to see all the bruises on her and their relationship shatter.I watched as they got their first divorce and my father went to jail for abuse.
After two years he was out of jail and told my mother that he was better,and he wasn't.
They got re married and my father started to come home late with random girls.He would sleep with them in my mother's room when she wasn't home and I wasn't allowed to tell anyone.
My mother soon found out from my little sister and they are now getting a second divorce.My dad is about to move in with his girlfriend and my mother is turning into a drunk.She has been having off and on relationships and all of them never seemed to work out.
But she isn't like my father,She doesn't take her anger out on her children,she doesn't bring home random guys every night either.
She wants to keep us safe and that's all she ever wanted to do.My Depression is getting worse and yes I did lock myself in a bathroom for 3 hours about to harm myself...but I didnt and thanks to my mother im still here today.
I just wanted to get that off my chest....sorry if this disturbs anyone...
ameyal9000
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@Brxkenmouxs3 I'm so sorry. I can't say that I can relate to that. Your dad really fucked up. I may be 11 years old, but I want to help you get though this. I think all your followers are.
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I would like to address something, yes I do have depression and Anxiety.
Is it bad?No it's not but can it be bad yes it can be very bad.
I have had depression sense my dad started to drink and hit my mother,it made me sad to see all the bruises on her and their relationship shatter.I watched as they got their first divorce and my father went to jail for abuse.
After two years he was out of jail and told my mother that he was better,and he wasn't.
They got re married and my father started to come home late with random girls.He would sleep with them in my mother's room when she wasn't home and I wasn't allowed to tell anyone.
My mother soon found out from my little sister and they are now getting a second divorce.My dad is about to move in with his girlfriend and my mother is turning into a drunk.She has been having off and on relationships and all of them never seemed to work out.
But she isn't like my father,She doesn't take her anger out on her children,she doesn't bring home random guys every night either.
She wants to keep us safe and that's all she ever wanted to do.My Depression is getting worse and yes I did lock myself in a bathroom for 3 hours about to harm myself...but I didnt and thanks to my mother im still here today.
I just wanted to get that off my chest....sorry if this disturbs anyone...
ameyal9000
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@Brxkenmouxs3 I'm so sorry. I can't say that I can relate to that. Your dad really fucked up. I may be 11 years old, but I want to help you get though this. I think all your followers are.
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Brxkenmouxs3
Hello everyone some people are telling me to tell y'all about myself so here ya go:
I'm am 14 years old but will always be and 8year old at heart
My birthday is November 5th
I'm am straight
I do struggle with Depression and anxiety but I try to be happy and make others smile.
I'm absolutely terrified of butterflies... yeah..don't ask.
I have been a fan of Why don't we sense the beginning,the first music vid I watched was indeed taking you.I watched it I think a week or 2 after it came out.
I've been a fan of one direction for 8 years,when I was in the car my sister showed me their music even if I was 6 years old.As soon as I watched music videos I immediately fell in love with Louis Tomlinson,and when I say in love I mean obsessed,I made my sister put pictures all over my walls and even make my first phone background him,and my first ringtone,and alarm so yeah....
I have many celebrity crushes
Corbyn Besson
Harry styles
Rudy pankow
Louis Tomlinson
Kevin Hart
The rock (of course)
Jonathan Daviss
Chase Stokes
Nick Jonas
Zach Herron
Niall Horan
Liam Payne
Zayn Malik
Christian Seavey
Kian Lawley
JC kaylen
Brandon Robert
Brandon Farris
Elijah Best
Ethan Best
Sherk :)
Grayson Dolan
Ethan Dolan
Bryce Hall
Nick Austin
Chase Hudson
Jaden Hossler
Cash Baker
Maverick Baker
Milly
EddieVR
JoshDUB
Ryan Herron
Jordan Besson
All though my biggest crush will forever be:Corbyn Besson,I am still very into all of those people.
That's not even all of them....
I have two sisters and two brothers
LeeAnn
Natalie
Christian
Keelan
I am a twin, Christian is my twin brother.
I am actually very very shy in real life.But very outgoing in texts.
I have 4 dogs,Mollee,shadow,Izzy,and pixie
I have 4 cats,Cogsworth,belle, stitch,and Daisy.
And a turtle named Crush,or Lil dude.
Andddd a Guinea Pig,Hazel.
Yes I know,I have a lot of pets.
Anyway
I am single,and not looking for anyone.
My best friends:Kenadie, Cydney,Emma, Cheyenne,Emisha and Of course My mother and Big Sister.
WDWBaby09
@Brxkenmouxs3 that is the closest anyone has ever gotten to spelling my name right. Also Niall is the love of my life, along with JC Caylen, Liam Payne, The Rock and of course Jonah Marais. Also I have a lot of pets too. And a lot of sisters.
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@Brxkenmouxs3 im Novenber 3rd Also have a twin Love EddieVR, and JoshDub's Videos I have one friend that actually talks to me so i guess the rest are fake. right?
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@Brxkenmouxs3 That's everything I could think of sense it 5 am and i can't sleep cause I fell asleep at nine woke up at 1 am ate something,and when I eat,I am wide awake after
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Brxkenmouxs3
It hurts when you realize your not as important to someone as much as you thought you were..
Brxkenmouxs3
I don't have any worth in this world...I'm completely worthless.
ameyal9000
@Brxkenmouxs3 ya my twin and my older sister say that as well and i dont even ask so ye
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Brxkenmouxs3
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If you can agree with me that rudy pankow is hot as fuck.....ur my new bestfriend
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Hey Guys!!I'm so sorry for not active this past week or so I have been very busy.I will try and update verysoon.Love you guys!
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