tanu Puri

Don't live in hope like no they love me, they will come back etc etc.. Dude I know it's hard to lose hope, that hope is making u happy but it's temporary happiness.
          Hope is not permanent? Just imagine if things don't go your way? You will feel worse. So don't hope Someone to love u. Set them free. If they love u they will come back In your life, they will be in your life even after every obstacle every problem. They r your 
          people. They will come back. If u still want to have something in your heart have faith, have faith, trust in that person, trust in their feelings. Don't hope!
          It gives u self doubts, doubt on your loved ones, stress also so don't.

He won't call me again!  
          It sound like a statement but it's a question. It's my nightmare as well as a reality that hit me when he said he won't drink again. So answer to my mixed question is -It doesn't mean he won't talk to me again! He do but as a friend, that's not bad. At least we are still connected. But he won't talk to me like a baby again. He won't tell me all his stories again, He won't whine like a kid again,he won't tell me meanings of his native language words ( foreign to me)  again, he won't sing his songs again, he won't tell me his future plans like that again, he won't flirt with me again, he won't say bacha again, he won't share his problems that he don't share to anyone with me again, he won't get angry again, he won't sound possessive again, he won't tell me about his day again,he won't say learn my language na I want to tell u how much u mean to me in my language, he won't laugh like an idiot on call again, he won't say I will cancel my spotify subscription cause u sing well, I will only listen your voice, he won't make date plans with me like that again, he won't say nennu ninnu premistnanu again. He is an idiot a real idiot. I m happy to be in touch with him. But he won't drunk call again. Cause that idiot decided to stop drinking. That's a good thing in a good way but he won't call again as a guy who wants to talk as my lover. Everyone says He talks less, he  is a listener I know but he talks a lot I know I want to hear his voice again his dreams again his laugh again his mischief again his life again his drunk voice again but he don't want to talk yet so I will wait until he drunk call (call as my lover) or want me in his life again. So that's why I said he won't call again....