im gonna post this here so you can look at it whenever youre sad or whatever. i miss you so much and i still think the world of you. you have so much kindness in your heart, even when you seem upset. you have such a beautiful laugh and breathtaking eyes. i miss you a lot, ruby, more than you know. i had so many plans for us. i wanted to take you to formal, i wanted to buy you christmas presents and birthday presents and take you on dates. but i moved, and everything changed. im happy in the relationship im currently in, but i was happy with you too. whenever we got into that argument i panicked because i thought you were going to leave me. i cried. i never cried over anyone ive been in a relationship with. i still love you, and it hurts that i wasnt able to give you the proper goodbye you deserved. you can do better.