BuddyBoyyyyyyyy

I'm so sorry

Since you've been gone I've had to find different ways to grieve. There's days I dont even want it on my mind, but tonight I'm weak. So I'm gonna put out pictures ones with you in em. Laugh and cry a little while reminiscing by myself, I cant help when all I think about is. How you were taken way too soon. It ain't the same here without you. I gotta say, missing you comes in waves. But tonight I'm drowning. 
          
          
          I know you're in a better place. One day I'll see you again. But its killing me we can't see face to face. I miss my beat friend. So tonight I'm gonna pull pictures. Ones with you in em. Laugh and cry a little while reminiscing. By myself I cant help that all I think about is. How you were taken way too soon. It ain't the same here without you. I gotta say missing you comes in waves. But tonight im drowning. I know its a part of life but I wasnt ready to say goodbye. So tonight I'm gonna pull out pictures ones with you in em. Laugh and cry a little while reminiscing. By myself I can't help that all I think about is. How you were taken way too soon. It ain't the same here without you. I gotta say, missing you comes in waves. And tonight im drowning. 
          
          
          
          This year alone, I've lost over 10 people in my life. Most in which were due from taking their life and drug overdose. Trust me when I say that it hasn't gotten any better. Theres so many people who pass from horrible things. Thank you to everyone who has stayed by my side this year. I'm so truly greatful for everything you've done to make me feel welcome in this community. I cant ever put into words how much I care and love all of you.  It will never not blow my mind how many people care for me. If anything ever happens to me, just know how much I love all of you. I can never thank you enough. I love you. Goodbye

After some consideration, I've decided to go on break. I want to focus on my mental and physical health aswell as put all my focus and dedication to volleyball. It sucks having to do this but I have no other choice. I'll keep getting back in that hole that takes me so hard to get out of. I hope you understand.

Alex is alive!

HOW THE FUCK DID I MAKE THE VOLLEYBALL TEAM?!?! WHAT THE ABSOLUTE HELL

Happy birthday!! :)

happy birthday <33

happy birthday !! <3

Happy birthday to me

Never thought that within my couple of months on having friends on this app, I would have to grief for multiple people here. To the people who had a closer friendship with Averie and/or Alex, my heart goes out to you. My heart aches for ther families. My heart aches for their friends. My heart goes out to them while going through this time alone. Not being able to help and be there for people I genuinely cared and loved so deeply physically pains me. To everyone who is reading this. Please please please please please know that I will ALWAYS be here if you need anything. If you ever need someone to talk to, laugh with, and vent to, I will forever be here. The amount of love and care I have for each and every one of you overfills the world. We will never be the same after this but I know that if we're there for eachother during this time, we will be okay. Thank you to everyone who has been here for me. Who cared for me and helped me out of a hole that just got bigger in my heart. Each and every one of you deserves love and affection. Thank you for taking the time and reading this.