@Bug_A_Rug
Am I the only one who has little word fits where your throat feels tight and it's like there's something need to say desperately but you don't know what it is so you just sit there with your head screaming that something is wrong but your mouth unable to formulate the sounds to make the words to say what you apparently need to say so bad? Yeah? Cool.
I just wanted to say, I finally found my sexuality because of you. I know this is so random, but I saw on your bio that you're "Aceflux". I was like 'never heard of that before....' so I searched it up, and what do you know, this perfectly describes me(or Aroaceflux does anyway-)!
Just wanted to say thanks XD <3
Unfortunately, I didn't make it on the Watty's shortlist. I'm grateful for even the opportunity to enter and the updating routine that it instilled in me, and congrats to everyone who did make it!!
Chat I need help
Hypothetically, is it worse to do a very bad thing but it saves something important to you, or do the right thing and it mentally destroy yourself and possibly destroy that very important thing? Cuz at this point I'm lost...
Can someone pls kill me I'm so done with this bullshit /j
@Sokeefelover22 yeah just have a lot of bullshit going on rn I'll be fine :D
That tablet held ONE THING. ONE THING that meant the world to me. I kept that tablet safe for a year, making sure no one else touched it, because that's where I kept the one thing that proved that night was real... that one night that was the best night of my life, that one night I actually did something right, that one night I made sure to document bc wattpad mssgs were all permanently deleted, that one night that she doesn't remember.
THE ONE FUCKING THING THAT REMINDED ME OF THAT NIGHT. ONE. THING. AND NOW IT'S GONE. ITS GONE, AND IM A GODDAMN FUCKING MORON AND CAN NEVER EVER GET IT BACK. THOSE SCREENSHOTS WERE FUCKING EVERYTHING, AND THEY'RE GONE. I'LL NEVER GET THEM BACK.
Love is like ridin' a bike, scary but then it's alright
I got the hand of it, right? No...
'Til you start moving too fast, look up, and you're 'bout to crash
Why doesn't love ever last?
So call me a pessimist, I think I'm a realist livin' a lie
Every night that I
Hold you inside of these arms, knowing too well you'll move on
As soon as the warm weather's gone
When the seasons change
You won't feel the same at all
Because summer will turn into fall
Then you'll leave me, you're gone
You don't need me at all
Like the trees in the autumn breeze
It's ironic, the way that you leave
This Is what Autumn Feels Like by JVKE
i c r a v e v i o l e n c e
w r i t i n g i s h a r d
Is it just me or does a queerplatonic relationship sound WAY more appealing than a traditional one? Like, you're saying i get a partner but I'm not obligated to kiss on the lips? Um, hello? Gimme? That solves literally all my problems with romantics (I have a thing against kissing that even extends to when I'm hypersexual, it just gives me the ick. Cheek kisses and stuff are fine tho, oddly)
if I got one tho I'd absolutely still treat my partner like the queen/king they would be though, i wanna get them flowers and presents and snuggle and watch movies and fall asleep in calls with them
...I have problems, don't I...?
@Ingrid_Res_Publica REAL!! I was homeschooled my whole life and so that kinda raised me outside of society standards and theres so many things I just don't get but that never fails to irritate me. Just let people be people!! Unless it's hurting people, literally who cares about your relationship dynamic??
@Bug_A_Rug YES EXACTLY You just- be comfortable, and communicate, but not being full of paranoia and performative anxiety, just- in a loving way, as it should be. Love isn't a competition, neither a work. People should shut the fuck up instead of filling us with idiotic rules and prejudice
Anyone else see that the car is going 80mph down the highway and feel the pull to open the car door and jump or is that just me?
