queerj4de

woah i haven't been here in like a year that's scary 
          HELLO!! to whoever may still be checking up on this account, here's my yearly update
          
          a LOT has happened... mostly drama and trauma but we're pushing through!!! a game i really like and have been playing since 2022 got a huuge expansion recently (almost doubling the size of the game) and i 100% it about four days after it came out..... so yeah
          after some struggle i've also found someone i'm very happy with relationship-wise <3 i havent been sharing too much about my love life but I consider this a pretty big part of how i felt going into 2026. he's helped me through a lot in the years we've been friends, so i'm hoping for the best. omw to see my boyfriend as i write this
          
          onto personal achievements i would like to share, i'm veerryy slowly building confidence. i'm somewhat public about being trans now, with my friend group and, by extension, some of their friends knowing. one of my teachers knows as well (because of my boyfriend VERY LOUDLY correcting people on my pronouns and calling me a guy. he's really sweet). it's made me less terrified of coming out to people i trust 
          i've been working on realism! mostly wolves so far, but i've also drawn a heart i'm pretty proud of for a symbolism piece.
          
          i've been working on a story i someday plan to animate! it's something im taking my time with, however, because i want to focus on worldbuilding before worrying too much about the plot. this includes creating an entire new ecosystem for the planet it takes place on
          
          that's about all, i think... i might share some recent art and writing. i have some lore-related journal entries i've been doing in my free time for the story i mentioned

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Yooo wassup doing my quarterly check in with old buddies lol, how are you? It’s only been like two months but idk… I’ve been really busy, it’s felt like a really long and really short amount of time lol. Idk how active you are but this is here whenever you may check in! ^^

Hello FISHHH I hope you’re doing well, especially school if you’re attending irl(I do online lol), but I hope you’re fine too even if doing online! 
          
          I’m finally starting horse riding again, starting tomorrow and following every week, I’m gonna the out formal dance lessons every week until December starting on Friday, so that’s really exciting too! And I’m in a BETA club, and I help at a barn with goats/chickens/a mini horse every night lol. I’m busy but it’s super fun!

hihi everyone, its been a bit.
          
          im probably not coming back for a while. if i can, i'll give updates on my life, but they may be short and far apart.
          
          thank you to everyone. you've all been amazing people and i will forever remember you as such.
          
          this isnt quite goodbye. but a lot has happened in the past few weeks. i dont think i'll delete my account this time, and i may post my writing occasionally.
          
          and to blue, i hope you still remember me as FISH. as confusing as it has been to the others:]
          
          thank you specifically to blue and ender for still caring about me after all this time. you'll forever be the people i think of as my first best friends<3

GUYS.
          
          Okay, so first of all, update about my life.
          
          Got my phone taken away for a couple weeks, I have a one year dating anniversary coming up in november (still a few months away but I'm SUPER excited cause I love my partner dearly), I've come out to my family as transmasc, I blocked my grandmother, and I had to cut off my best friend cause turns out he was transphobic and a borderline s3x 0ffender
          
          All caught up? Cool
          
          ANYWAYS. 
          
          I'm looking back at art from early 2023 and late 2022 and just. WOW. I've improved by a LOT.
          
          Might post some more recent art!!
          
          Or redraw wren. 

hiiiii

(add on to the previous)
          
          Kat
          [1/1. Kat gets their own category]
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          "It's your cat, Kat! It seems to like the drawing tablet."
          (in the game) It/its
          (kat's actual pronouns) They/them
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          For an april fools update, I plan on giving Kat a specific dialogue, but otherwise the only interaction you can have with it is petting it, which in response you'll get a meow (which will be voiced by the not so lovey(/j) Kat themself).
          
          Kat will be featured sitting on top of a drawing tablet.
          
          my stinky co-dev wanted a spot in the game. thats why its there
          we're really mean to each other its just our platonic love language okay
          im nice sometimes
          
          By finding a yarn ball, you acquire a new interaction - you can throw it, and Kat will follow, leaving the drawing tablet until the game is reloaded.
          
          You can then interact with the drawing tablet, giving you a specific description. yeah thats it
          
          "It seems to be full of pixel art. I wonder who drew this?"
          
          kat does pixel art. thats all its referencing to. 
          yes this implies that the actual cat can draw.
          kat also convinced me to make the game a pixel game 
          theyre stinky i hate them (complete joke theyre actually a really amazing person that i enjoy being friends with)

I decided how I'm going to do this.
          A randomly selected item and character will be chosen daily, and posts about corruption weekly.
          Updates will still be random, however and may not appear for a while. I still have a lot of lore to work on and I need to talk with my co-dev smh
          
          SO
          
          
          
          Randomly selected character today isss..
          Abasi!
          [1/8]
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          "A kind-spirited being who rather enjoys small talk."
          He/him
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          Abasi may sound familiar to some of you. 
          He was my first fursona! I decided to add him to the game as a side character.
          
          As of now, he won't be having much lore or dialogue, probably only appearing a couple times.
          
          However he's one of the first lore unlocks you'll get.
          
          He also falls into the category of the rulers! Being one of the three that was born with a gem embedded in his fur. He happens to have a little orange diamond gem right on his forehead. He embodies inner peace and runs a decently sized kingdom.
          
          His embodiment is rather ironic as you'll find out later.
          
          
          
          Now, for the randomly selected item
          Yarn ball 
          [1/10]
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          "A red ball of yarn. I wonder if it could be used to lure Kat away from the drawing tablet?"
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          (The color is going to change lmao red is just a placeholder until this dumbass responds)
          
          This is probably one of the most boring items I could've spun for. It's. It's a ball of yarn.
          
          You use it to lure a cat away from a tablet for an easter egg.
          
          Though I suppose I could give some info about Kat the cat! Kat is my co-dev, and I wanted to give them a spot in the game. There'll also be a specific screenshot of them later on.
          
          So, consider this a two in one.
          
          I can't fit it all in one post though so uhh.. one sec

since i said i would be back -  
          
          anyone remember ScFT? no? too bad.
          
          unfortunately it will no longer be a book series or animated series.
          
          ..
          It's gonna be a game>:]
          
          I'll be writing and posting information about a couple different topics (hopefully daily, maybe weekly. it depends on how quickly i lose motivation)
          
          The topics aree;
          Characters,
          Corruption,
          and updates.
          
          Each post will also come with a random fun fact about features or easter eggs that'll be in the game:]
          
          I'll hopefully be posting one later today.