Bug_WolfCaster

I sometimes lay awake at night and wonder if a pegasus is considered an insect

Bug_WolfCaster

If nothing else 2020 has brought 6 baby geese into the world. It did something right, at least. The world might be a flaming dumpster fire at the moment, but at least we have baby geese in the world to make it a bit better.  :)

Bug_WolfCaster

@Cinder5554  :( I just want to make friends with them and their children
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Cinder5554

@Bug_WolfCaster They'll take pity and eat you before the peace offering, so that you don't have to watch them destroy it lol
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Bug_WolfCaster

@Cinder5554 What if I bring a peace offering?
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Bug_WolfCaster

Hi everyone, so I haven't been on much, and I'm really sorry for that. I've been a bit preoccupied with other stuff and have been just overall lazy, so for that I apologize.
          
          I have been focusing more on my identity and mental health, I guess you could say. While doing this, I remembered a thought that continuously crossed my mind a few years back when I was in a much darker place; I didn't think I would live this long. I never had any plans on ending my life, though I will admit... the thoughts had crossed my mind.
          
          I didn't think that I would live this long, I was almost sure that my body was too weak to handle the pressure and strain that my emotions and mental health were putting it through. I honestly believed that I was just not going to wake up one morning... But here I am.
          
          Even though I am out of that dark place, it still occasionally creeps back up on me, trying to pull me back to the place I fear so greatly. I still have days where I feel so empty and hollow that I can barely tell if my body is functioning anymore. 
          
          But I still have my good days. I still laugh and feel so full and happy. I think we all need to take time and appreciate all of the good things we take for granted, as cheesy as it sounds. Living with depression is hard. It makes all the bad overshadow the good and takes away hope.
          
          I'm honestly not really sure why I'm writing this, maybe just to get it off my chest, but whatever reason I have, I hope it can help in any way. 
          
          I know I'm no where near perfect, I still have so much that I can improve on. That's one of the amazing things about being human; we have the ability to change. 
          
          
          You all are loved and appreciated by someone. Have a great day, be safe. (Sorry if this was weird or vent-y, I hope it's okay.)
          
          :) <3

Bug_WolfCaster

Awwwww! That's so sweet, I love you too! You're pretty darn awesome yourself
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coenassuage

@Bug_WolfCaster yoyoyoyoyoyoyo
            yoyo's pretty cool.
            also i dont think ive mentioned how awesome you are, like wow. youre so cool. ily
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Bug_WolfCaster

Sorry I've been pretty much inactive for a while, school was kicking my butt. I've started writing again, and boy do I have plans

Bug_WolfCaster

Why do teachers think that weekends are for us to do homework?

pastelbluberry

Are you calling me a dog?
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AriesChong9

HIIIIIIIII

AriesChong9

@Bug_WolfCaster OOF SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY BUT IM PROUD OF YOU XDDD
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Bug_WolfCaster

@AriesChong9 I did a bit more of a cartoony style next to more realistic, but I made it
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the-pulls

I miss you ;(

Bug_WolfCaster

@Be_The_Hero I hope you're doing good too
            
            It's not weird, and I'm glad I met you too!
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the-pulls

@Bug_WolfCaster Well I'm glad you didn't delete it. I know it's kinda weird since we don't even know each other that well, but you just seemed like a genuinely good person when I met you and I enjoyed being your friend. I'm glad you're doing good!
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Bug_WolfCaster

@Be_The_Hero  I had actually planned on deleting my account too, then I forgot and just decided to check in occasionally
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