Hey *small wave*. I just wanted to let you know that you're special. And beautiful. And smart. And caring. And loving. And everything. Everything I want. I wish I could just hug and kiss all your problems and worries away. And make everything better. Maybe that's why I try so hard to get you're attention and to get you to talk to me; because I want to know that you're okay. And that you're happy. I want you to be...to feel...loved. Because you are. And I understand it's hard for you to be happy and to feel all those emotions. It's never going to be easy but it is possible. And I just wanted to be the person to guide you through the forest and lead you out to the open. And I'm sorry I failed at that. But I'm not going to stop trying to help you, I'm not giving up on you. I never will. Why? Because you are special. And you. Are. Worth it. I mean that. All of it.