17 ships I'm going through hell and back at the moment.
Cheolsol, jisol, wonsol....pretty much Vernon with every member. And that's it. I'm Vernon trash. He's so shippable.
Lord help me, I need jisoos.
I have also come to the conclusion that I can't see Vernon as a top. I can see him as a power bottom but not as a top. I tried reading fics where he tops but it's not helping and I don't know why. I can't even see him topping booyonce, maybe it's maybelline, or Woozi the cutesie.
Same goes for other biases of mine like d.o. and seungri. I just can't see them topping. And somehow whenever it comes to biases for groups, I end up turning them into power bottoming group member whores. Well except for seungri. I managed in my mind to turn him into a kpop whore. I ship him with 2pm, exo, shinee, super junior, jyj, tvxq and b2st.
I really need help. Someone tell me I haven't gone crazy or lost my mind.
#prayforblitzertheunitatosmind2k17