Just me venting out my thoughts,
I don’t wanna say too much but I feel so sad lately, like how I felt when I first started getting depressed, so lonely, sad, and in pain. It really hurts and I don’t know what else to do but cry myself to sleep and let the cycle repeat. You know? Wake up exhausted and with puffy eyes, be zoned out and irritated all day, try to find videos that make me smile, eat very little, look in the mirror with disgust and hate, cry a little, think about hurting myself, starving myself, etc.
And then cry myself to sleep. Story of my life.