~B u n n y~



~Dying is a beautiful thing to do~
~ I don't believe you when you say I did nothing wrong~
~I bleed on paper so the fact of the fiction is alive on the page when I'm gone~
~The man that I love sat me down last night and told me it was over dumb decision~
~I need you to remember that good girls don't get used~
~you said forever and I almost bought it~
~I can't wait til I see your face and I feel nothing~
~inside it's all the same in death but my mind is mine for now~
~But it's not real and you don't exist~
~I hate who I was before~
~In the back of my mind, you died. I didn't even cry~
~I don't even regret it. Can't believe I said it~
~I don't care where just far~
~I feel like maybe you're lying~
~The secrets I have held in my heart are harder to hide than I thought~
~How could we ever just be friends?~
~I was let down. It wasn't the same~
~I always wondered when you stopped loving me~
~I'm wondering how I'm everything and then nothing~
~All the lonely nights of your life~
~kiss me hard before you go~
~Maybe stealing someone's skin will hide all of my flaws~
~And I'll dream each night of some version of you that I might not have but I did not lose~
~We're worlds apart~
~I am terrified of weather cuz I see you when it rains~
~I know I'm not the one you really love~
~I could give you all the stars in the sky but still I'm not enough~
~I'd rather cut ties and take the loss~
~I won't beg for you my dear~
~I'm burning down every bridge we made~
~Go to hell for heavens sake~
~but it's true...I hate you~
~FUCK I want you~
~I wanna be with you~
~I miss you I'm sorry~
~I'm still your favorite regret, you're still my weapon of choosing~
~I have nothing more to give~
~Dear agony, just let go of me~
~is this the way it's gotta be?~
~are you gone and onto someone new?~
~Never did the same~
~Oh I'm sorry, but I can't rewrite our story~
~Feeling like I'll never leave this behind~
~I said I'd never let you go~