I'm so sorry I've been gone for so long, I just got caught up in some shit also I lost almost all of my irl friends, but I'm gonna start writing again as a stress reliever but I'm gonna make a new account and rewrite all of my stuff I'm sorry guys it's just easier for me...
I just couldn't sleep so i asked my bf to stay up with me and after a little bit he fell asleep and i was having really intrusive thoughts last night. So by the time i got to sleep it was 3 am and i had a really fucking scary nightmare and woke up shaking. I just wanted someone to talk to but everyone feel asleep so I was alone...