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No one sees this so I'll write this here
          
          I want to be a boy. I hate being a girl. Sure I get cool things sometimes like makeup and nails and more character customization yk 
          But I want to be a boy. 
          I want to look like one and sound like one and have friends like one.
          I want to be straight as a board and even if I'm a chunky guy, my hips wouldn't be this wide. And my waist wouldn't be so disproportionate.
          
          I want to be a boy. 
          I'm so mad at myself.

Yikes stripes this shit is gross

I haven't touched this in over a year, I'm deactivating it

I'm gonna have an experiment. I won't say it first, see how long it'll take you to say it first

Right when I start trying.

I cant have kids when im like this.
          
          "why does mom have to lock herself in  her room all the time? I miss her"
          "kids at school make fun of moms legs."
          "classmates sexualize mom and she hates it"
          
          "why does mom go crazy?
          why can I hear her screaming over and over?
          sobbing, crying
          losing it."
          
          I cant ever have kids. I'll always be fucked. every situation I'm in will always be fucked.
          
          braydan was right, I'll be my own downfall every single time.

Bro fuckin unsent project is a bitch wdym only one in 24 hrs

hey okay so life hack:when you're losing your shit, go outside. drink water. 
          
          then you are no longer mentally ill!!!

kinda envious ngl

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.