BurritoYoongi

Hallo, I wanted to tell you that....YOUR READING LIST ARE SO F*CKING GOOD<3

New rant incoming! 
          sorry that basically all my posts here are rants but this is the only place I feel like I can  speak since not many people are gonna see this.
          
          Last summer I lost all my friends for a reason I dont fully understand. The whole summer I only worked on me and things were getting alot better to the point where I felt like my depression was practically gone! When school started again I got some new friends and worked on my grades to the point where I was "the smart one" in my corridor!
          
          Que winter break... the stress has built up and depression has hit me straight in the face. During the whole break (ca 1 month) I hadent heard shit from my new friends and the knowledge that I am supposed to be done with my studies by summer is really hindering me from doing basically anything. 
          
          I went back to school again about 2 weeks ago and I really dont think I can do this... i dont feel like my friends actually like me and the stress of all my assignments are too much, but I cant jump off bcause then I will never get a job and will inevitably become the disappointment of the family if I'm not already (being trans with mental issues) I just want this to be over but I just see the days pass me buy while I'm sinking! February is always the hardest month for my mental health for some reason and I just hope that I make it through the month and that this all clears up like I know that it will but... last year someone actually cared.
          
          My grades are dropping, me friends are leaving, my parent are getting sick of me.. why the fuck is this happening when I was doing so well?

Last week was the first time in 2 years that I didnt go stay home at all from school bcause of my mental health! I was really proud of myself but now I'm sick..  like actually sick and my parents dont belive me. "You did so well last week" "you have to suck it up" its dangerous to lay in your bed and try to feel sick" 
          
          It's really fucking annoying and idk how covid works but iv only had 1 vaccine and rn I have alot of the symptoms! Fever, cough, runny nose, tired af and a  sore throught. I dont think it's a good idea at all to go to school but wtf should I do?? They wont belive me even thi they can see themselves that I'm sick!!

Could you uhm ...follow me back ...?

heyy mate, if you're into jikook/vmin ffs & horror canon ffs, then hope you check out my book. i update regularly. have a nice day or night. :) 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/275183645?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=curvy_sparkles&wp_originator=qvDYIBODWT60NSaiPacmO%2FEcG27tNOSyK9S0AZe24BMj9Cpg6rh6Jm8F32dMSoggrsbsvniumiVKMBcmCSSFRjHhWUV9OfMG89li%2FtKO2KpgNNiT%2FSL98BJTIsNzE1dv
          

My sister is moving out today. She is going to live 3h from me and I thought it would be fine but shes taking our cat with her... the cat that  has helped me through the worst part of my depression... the cat that I'm now completely mentally reliant on and my only friend. 
          
          I'm going to be completely alone now and I know it sounds stupid since it's only a cat but he means so much to me idk what to do

Hey I just read your bio, and ya I do agree. Jimin is shippable with everyone. 
          Idk if 'shippable' is a word or not lol, anyways. 
          Don't mind me, I'm just a creepy kid who lurks around Wattpad and reads people's bios. 

YOUR BIO, WHY AM I LIKE THAT TOO JIMIN IS SOOO SHIPABLE (is that a word?)

I have a cat who is my best and only friend. Hes  2 years old and have alot of problems with him so he has to be an indoor cat, but that doesnt stop him from trying to get out every chance he gets and we often go on walks together (he has a harness) 
          
          This morning I woke up to what sounded like an electric saw or something and thought it was my naighbor since hes a builder, but then I heard my cat meow alot so I got out of bed to comfort him since I thought he was scared of the sound... instead I found him in the living room fighting with a cat who lives near by! And the saw noice was the deep growl from the other cat! 
          My idiot sister had left the backdoor open THE WHOLE NIGHT!!! He could have escaped so easily and would have gotten hurt!!! And then my sister has the odasiry to yell at me when I got mad! 
          
          My parents adopted the cat to be my support animal, but it was always supposed to be my sisters and shes supposed to take him with her when she moves out this summer... however this isnt the first time hes escaped bcause of her and its evident that he likes me wayyyyy more! 
          I'm so fucking scared of what will happen  when she takes him... what should I do? Hes my only friend and hes going to move 3h away where I know he wont be safe!! I'm fucking crying rn
          
          My parents know how irresponsible shes been but wont do anything about it! I dont know what I would do if he got hurt or worse... I would be alone again

My ex best friend left a gameboy advanced at my place more then a year ago and now wants it back... the thing is that they owe me 50 bucks. So I said that I would give it back if I get my money back, deal or no deal? They responded with no deal so I guess its mine now! Good thing it sells for 100 bucks :)