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It's not just a phase, now let me explain.
I'm working through some shit, sometimes I'm medicated.
It's hard to relay, the thoughts in my brain.
I'm working for a life that's not domesticated.
It never goes the way that you planned.
Success is a door that always slams,
I'm trying to break it.
Searching for words, and praying for signs. I struggle to find the rhythm and rhyme. Don't know how to say it.
That I'm losing my mind,
Trying to find the perfect line.
I think I'm running out of time, counting seconds passing by, and I don't know when I'll be fine. I need a miracle.
It's not just a show, I need you to know
I'm trying to keep it real, sometimes it's complicated.
This battle for gold is killing my soul.
It's hard to be yourself when all you feel is jaded.
Shit never goes the way that you planned,
Success is a door that always slams,
I'm trying to break it.