Gonna stop updating. What’s left is left for the purposes of archiving my experiences that I had with the Proxy and Pastas. I’m thinking back to when all this happened and it just gives a pit of anxiety in my stomach. Final regards, please don’t be stupid or try summoning these dudes. It genuinely is a dangerous thing and purely stupid. You are putting your loved ones and yourself at risk by doing these things. I’m not here to encourage any of this but literally to WARN you to NOT do it. It is through and through a scary and terrifying experience. My own (older)sister knew something was wrong and said I was always afraid or in fear when this was happening and she was unaware of what I was doing but also that I was witnessing these things even when I hadn’t been doing anything. Going through those old memories is something that gives me terror and anxiety as I’ve had the chance to really thing about all of it again after forgetting about it for so long. To think I was so STUPID to do that stuff-..-
and again, Thank GOD that he protected my family and me from anything bad happening. You literally don’t have to believe this but if you’ve gone through this or plan on doing these stupid things then as I say from the bottom of my heart, DO NOT. This isn’t a game. I sound repetitive saying these things but I don’t know how else to word it. Doing this stuff isn’t quirky, cool or daring. It’s IDIOTIC. To young (10-19) and older (20-30s)people don’t be playing with fire.