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Hey, thought I put this out here for anyone reading. I was a Christian doing things I shouldn’t have been (This. If you know what I mean-) so please, as a now adult (turning 19 soon) to anyone else that’s my age, older or younger- please DROP this stuff and stop messing with it. You’re dealing yourself harm. Your family harm. And those around you harm. Keep SAFE. Don’t mess with witchcraft or anything like that. There’s NOTHING good about it and I learned the hard way.
          
          That, and anyone who ISN’T Christian. Maybe you don’t realize it, but Jesus is the way to go. You feel lonely, empty, voided, numb. And who knows what else or maybe youre struggling mentally, emotionally and even physically. Realizing this or not- I can be nothing but honest and say genuinely, Jesus CAN help you. You don’t need to turn to these things to feel less alone, loved, “cared for or wanted” by these things. Jesus can fill in every space in every way that you’ve always needed. I mean this from someone who’s suffered from social anxiety, overthinking (BADLY), anxiety, depression, (TW:) Self harm, nearly offing myself. Jesus CAN HELP YOU. I felt like a burden and a mistake. Like I was this big issue and mental issues. But Jesus showed me I was MORE than those things. That I was more than labels, that those things didn’t have to define me and Jesus even healed, delivered, saved and set me free from these things. Just consider him. Just TRY getting to know him and see, if he will change your life around. He will. He can. He has done it for me and he can do it for YOU. He loves you more than those things can. Or anyone for that matter.

Gonna stop updating. What’s left is left for the purposes of archiving my experiences that I had with the Proxy and Pastas. I’m thinking back to when all this happened and it just gives a pit of anxiety in my stomach. Final regards, please don’t be stupid or try summoning these dudes. It genuinely is a dangerous thing and purely stupid. You are putting your loved ones and yourself at risk by doing these things. I’m not here to encourage any of this but literally to WARN you to NOT do it. It is through and through a scary and terrifying experience. My own (older)sister knew something was wrong and said I was always afraid or in fear when this was happening and she was unaware of what I was doing but also that I was witnessing these things even when I hadn’t been doing anything. Going through those old memories is something that gives me terror and anxiety as I’ve had the chance to really thing about all of it again after forgetting about it for so long. To think I was so STUPID to do that stuff-..-
          and again, Thank GOD that he protected my family and me from anything bad happening. You literally don’t have to believe this but if you’ve gone through this or plan on doing these stupid things then as I say from the bottom of my heart, DO NOT. This isn’t a game. I sound repetitive saying these things but I don’t know how else to word it. Doing this stuff isn’t quirky, cool or daring. It’s IDIOTIC. To young (10-19) and older (20-30s)people don’t be playing with fire. 

WOW, NOW IT WORKS.

Still?

Can’t say I do much