There was nothin I could say to express the way I felt. It was like somethin was takin over me, like I couldn't find somethin that would fit, in an ocean of poetic words, in a sea full of beautiful little creatures that would do anything to be discovered by a human and show them that there's an world of earth and legs too, not only water and tails. I felt like I didn't deserve to be there, like I was way too guilty and ashamed of myself to even look him in the eye. My mouth couldn't move like it was covered by a hand so strong that it couldn't open even though there was such a desire to just let it go and breathe. It was like somethin was coverin me, a veil so soft and almost invisible but still, it was there, just in front of me.
My lungs felt so heavy like they were holdin an amount of air that I seemed to carry it on for like a thousand years. But it wasn't like that, I knew deep inside me that it was true what was happenin. I felt like half of my brain it was conscious and still analyzing every little detail, instead the other one like it was dyin and tryin to forget everything, like it didn't want to face all of the beauty that was preserved only for my own person. 
I was clearly in Heaven, I just couldn't find another statement that would explain things so perfectly. That's when I knew it: this was meant to be, he was meant to be the hero that would save me from myself.