ButtersAndKenny

My head scrambles every time I look at my last post, lol.

ButtersAndKenny

A few months back I started dating my boyfriend and things were going fine and I was really happy but mid way through the relationship I started feeling unsure about some things and I felt really overwhelmed like all I wanted to do was cry. Long story short, a few weeks ago we broke up. The breakup wasn’t big and overwhelming like I thought it might be and he said he was fine with it but that made me really confused. He had said things like how I was one of the reasons why he still wanted to, in other words, be on earth. But he was so calm about the breakup and I’m conflicted whether he really meant what he said. Everything reminds me of when we were dating and it sucks because not all of the things that remind me are good things. I miss him sometimes but I needed to do it for my well being. Right now I’ve been think about my previous relationships and my last crush that I think I might be developing something for again but I don’t know when or how to say it. Sorry if you were having a bad day and didn’t need to see this kind of thing today, but to those of you who are having a bad day, I hope it gets better. I know I can’t help you and a simple ‘get better’ won’t mean much, but I hope it will let you know I care and am willing to listen, no matter how bad or good my advice may be. Thanks for reading this whole post if you did.

ButtersAndKenny

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Thank you so much, it feels weird that a breakup fucked with me so much because of my experience with past breakups but I think that’s because I was already unsure about how I felt in those relationships. I’m trying to make room for myself but it can be hard at times, I’m just glad to know that at least one person cares. From now on I’m going to try and look for the signs so I can take care of myself before something like this can happen. I’m glad I was able to have an experience like this so I can learn from it.
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ElieHardwick

@ButtersAndKenny aw I'm so sorry loves, breakups are never easy but it'll get better! you don't need no one just keep being the badass boss babe that you are!
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astr0naut_c0ffee

hello!

astr0naut_c0ffee

@ ButtersAndKenny  
            it's fine.
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ButtersAndKenny

@C0ffeAdd1ct_L  also I'm sorry if I'm dragging this conversation on for too long
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ButtersAndKenny

@C0ffeAdd1ct_L I actually have school tomorrow but tonight (just like every night) I'm staying up! Your probably gonna see this after school but, hopefully school wasn't too stressing  and you had a good time ^v^
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