Buttman

236 days.
          It's been 236 days now, and I'm getting really sick of being sober. I'm getting bored, so, so perpetually bored. I still prefer being more than skin and bones, serially deficient and I don't miss being straight neurotic, though.
          
          I'm posting on 420 because I'm technically not sober, but this is day 236 of only smoking. As much as I take my moodswings on life things are finally moving again

I've been debating on getting back into writing for a while but my writing may be disturbing and im keeping that kind of stuff to AO3. I have it linked in my profile but i only have one really embarrassing work on there from 4 years ago. 
          
          i think im getting back into ch chat

I think I'll stay a while

I find it super sad to see a lot of former ch people quite literally say the fandom tore them to shreds overtime and had to leave. It happened to me and so many other people, I'm not sure why this fandom had such an effect on people but it's really saddening to see :(