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Um so like... She was like my best friend and me and her were really close. And her moving is having a HUGE fucking impact on me and my emotions.
And like,, I was just yelled at by my mother to "stop crying or else people are gonna start calling you a crybaby, that is if the don't already."
And like I'm a sobbing mess entirely, like my fluffing shirt is soaked in tears.
I'm like freaking out because I will not see my best friend ever again. And like I just wanna give her a hug and tell her how much she means to me and what she's done for me.
But I can't, cause I can't see her. I can't talk to her. I need to. I need to tell her those things.
I need to say goodbye.. The last words we said to eachother were like I don't know, maybe
"Love ya,! Have a good spring break!"
"Bye, Kyla! See you in two weeks!"
Like I never told her what shes done for me.
I never told her how much I appreciated her.
And now, she'll never know...