BxtchPotter6

hi guys i’m back! i remembered this acc and logged in and read all my stories tbh i can’t believe i wrote them last year i was pretty good. you might know me for yt but i stopped that should i start a new acc? idk what to do tbh.

BxtchPotter6

Do you ever just have that feeling in life beyond happiness and hope more of a relazition or an understanding. Example: I'm realizing shits finally getting better and I'm understanding me putting effort is what is making me having a better life I realized sitting on my ass complaining about my life won't get me nowhere I need to stand up and make a change is I want a change I need to put in effort yes I belive in the power of miracles but I also believe in the power of hard work - bxtchpotter

BxtchPotter6

@Harry_Cobra_Things so things aren't always as they seem
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BxtchPotter6

this message may be offensive
@Harry_Cobra_Things my moms a drug attic I haven't seen her for 3yrs for all ik she could be dead in a ditch,my dad is bipolar acholic with anger issuse, I got all my siblings ripped away from me,I was mentally and physically abused for 8 years of my life, I can keep friends because I'm not good enough, ppl see me as cold because I don't have a great time with showing emotion because I turned it off and now it's stuck, I get walked over all the time and I apologize, I'm used and then left on the curb, I'm stuck in my messed up head and I cant get out I'm stuck theres a fucking chain around my ankle I'm stuck, I hold everything in and I want to burst but Ik I will get attacked for it, I took care of two kids from when I was 5-9yrs old, I had to make dinner everynight for me and my sisters bc my dad and ex step mom were out doing whatever, they had a horrible relationship so all i heard was fighting and sometimes it got physically, I have flashback all the time of the yelling and glass breaking bc there throwing stuff, I hate myself my body, my personality but I dont show it, I have no one no one its so hard pushing through life with suicidal thoughts and self harming myself 
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BxtchPotter6

@Harry_Cobra_Things your funny a nice life I can tell you 8 million stories of my terrible life
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BxtchPotter6

Yall I had a main character moment from 5:40am to 6:30am I sat in the the roof and watched the sunrise while listening to music 

mochiimochi_24

@BxtchPotter6  oh okay, I would listen to like My Chemical Romance or Panic at the Disco ♥️ I like your Pfp 
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BxtchPotter6

@Harry_Cobra_Things just feel good nostalgic music riptide,best day of my life,freak,etc.
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antixero

If you’re ever super bored and need something to read, I think you’d like my story, it’s called Dying Wish.
          
          Trying to get better and any feedback is always the best. No rush or pressure. Whenever you might find some time :)

BxtchPotter6

I read 3 slides an Holy crap I need feedback from u
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BxtchPotter6

@antixero Idk how I could do with feedback I'm not the best writer myself 
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