@melogx sanni not every story has a happy ending. You can't be sure of anything, maybe it'll get better, maybe it won't. You can't change it. And no, it's not going to get better I thought it was getting better before and it didn't so what's the point of hoping when there's nothing to hope for? Life's been mean to me and I'm tired of it but maybe I'm just being mean to myself? Idk and idc idc abt anything anymore what even is the point of living when you're not living anymore you're just existing? I hate my life and I hate myself so what's the point of trying. I know it won't get better it never did and nothing is gonna change that. God or the universe or the devil idk who decided it that way. I'm meant to suffer and idc if it's anyone else or me that is being mean to me bc in the end it doesn't matter, I deserve it and I'll make sure to let myself know that I deserve it