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To the 0 people that will see this:
          
          As I grow older and start to levitate away from the rapidly shrinking TSS fandom, I've started to think about this account, these stories, more and more every day. I think about how I used to sit on the floor and write three one shots a day, how I used to write them in the car on long trips. How infatuated I was with the idea of being a big writer some day. Now, I write in private, for myself to see and no one else. And when I think back to these stories I wrote years ago, it's enough to make myself cringe like a motherfucker. Every day I think I get closer to just deleting them all and never looking back. 
          
          Until, that is, I think about how much pain I was in when I wrote these. How I cried myself to sleep every single night. How my only comfort were these god-forsaken books. I think about the fact that I have spent years constantly denouncing myself to the point I've almost thought for sure at some points that I made up all the things that happened to me or that I was overreacting. 
          
          But every single one of these stories came from my hurting and fucked up brain. These, these are the proof of the insurmountable damage I dealt with, these are the evidence that I was here, that I was hurt. Some of these are based off of real events in my life. 
          
          I also think, that maybe, one of the almost sixty thousand people who read any of these books found comfort in it too, for even just a second, or that maybe someone still does and consistently looks at my old fan fiction for a break away from they pain they feel, too. 
          
          So I will never delete these. Yes, having my name attached to them embarrassing, but my name is also their name, they who poured their blood and tears into this work because they had no where else to pour it.
          
          So all of these more than cringy stories will stay up until the death of time itself because they deserve to be heard. 
          
          Thanks for listening, whoever you aren't. 

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virgil (moon sickness) is transphobic /j @m00nsickness

i hate myself /hj -virgil

Guess whos flight got moved for the third fucking time :D

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