☆val satella☆

So a while ago I posted a vent poem on my board
          
          It was cryptic, and never explicitly mentioned names, just first initials
          
          It was directed to my parents, my abuser, and my ex-friend group
          
          One of the people in that friend group saw it, which I didn’t know he could bc I had blocked him, and now he’s mad at me about it
          
          I cant go into much detail but I’m crying rn
          
          I hate my life 
          
          I never asked for this
          
          I wanted friends
          
          But then they started committing crimes and talking shit about people (and me, to my face)
          
          So I left
          
          I don’t want to be followed around by them
          
          I don’t want them to see my poems
          
          I don’t want them here anymore
          
          And if they won’t go away
          
          Then I will.

PLEASE READ PRECEDING ANNOUNCEMENT:
          
          this also means my Gwourtney fic is cancelled, as I was writing it with @Kuezeeey
          
          sorry gwourtney fans

IMPORTANT:
          
          hey
          so I changed my username
          
          (previously thebisexualfaerie)
          
          the user stemmed from an inside joke with a few ex-friends: namely @Kuezeeey, @minilez, and @Lovelylemon8
          
          I don't want any of you to go hate on them, but if you follow those users just bc they are my friends, (which ik some of you do) then I would recommend unfollowing them
          
          I'm not going into detail about them or what they did, but the username was hurting too much and I had to let it go.
          
          thank you for understanding

alpha sigma

CAUSE IM TOO MESSY, AND THEN IM TOO FUCKING CLEAN.

EXCUSE ME?
          WHY WASNT I TOLD THAT ELPHABA AND GLINDA ARE GAY FOR EACHOTHER IN THE BOOK?

my reading list rn (I’m bored so y’all have to suffer):
          
          Wicked (halfway through)
          
          The Selected Works of Edgar Allan Poe (three stories read)
          
          The Librarian of Auschwitz (I cant spell it send help)
          
          The Assassin’s Blade (TOG novella (on chapter 6))
          
          TBR:
          
          Fourth Wing
          
          The Usually Trilogy (@TrixieGrey27)
          
          Fairytale (Stephen King rules and that is a hill I will die on)
          
          erm I cant think of any more

I’m not religious but ohmygod I’m praying for everyone in california rn.
          
          please stay safe if you live near those fires <3

ok be honest what do you guys think my name actually is

bonjour