☆val satella☆

Hi pooks um so I just wanna ask if its normal to be crying and to feel ugly and insecure at 11:27 pm? Can you answer when you're awake pls?

Hi pookie

Hi guys!
          
          It’s Val - I’m still alive! Although I go by Penny Shortliffe now. No, it’s still not my real name, but I wanted a new identity, and Penny (or Penelope) is fitting for many reasons:
          
          a) my friend calls me Penelope as a joke
          b) ride the cyclone lol
          c) Penny? Pen name? Haha I’m so funny
          
          Speaking of Ride The Cyclone, that fandom and the people in it have really helped me mentally, and I’m in a much better place. I have new friends in that fandom, and it would be great if y’all would come talk to me as well!
          
          I’m still on ao3 - arabellas_dreamgirl
          
          Tumblr is arabellas-dreamgirl
          
          Twitter is penn_the_shorty
          
          and Pinterest is also arabellas_dreamgirl
          
          Please come talk to me on any of those platforms, even if you’re not into RTC you’re still my friends and my OG online support system
          
          I love you ALL. /p
          
          Have amazing lives, I believe in all of you
          
          sincerely, Valerie (Penelope)

Hi pookie it's been so long!!:3

Hi pookie how are you

TW: suicidal mentions, depression
          
          
          
          hey.
          
          as a lot of you have probably noticed, I’ve been very inactive for the past couple months. I’ve been struggling with my mental health and self-image and what I want from life and I’ve made new friends and joined new fandoms (which is like free therapy) so I’m doing better but I’m trying to be more present in my life and less present in “Val’s” life. 
          
          I have been having suicidal thoughts as of recent but I’ve also realized I have a major fear of death. I have dreams and a life to live and I want to be able to live it and enjoy it the way I want to. 
          
          I’m not deleting this account, but I will be leaving indefinitely.
          
          I’m active on Pinterest (@ATEL0PH0B1C), Tumblr (@arabellas-dreamgirl), and AO3 (@arabellas_dreamgirl), where I’ve been writing for the Ride The Cyclone fandom, if you want to keep in touch. 
          
          Until then, goodbye to all you lovely people and thank you for being my friends and support system when I had none <3
          
          - val

VAL?!?!? UHH YOU PROBABLY DOMT REMEMBER ME BUT I WAS @/Noahsrealmum or StanTeam_Escope

VAL ITS ME LARA HIII I MISS U :brokenh_eart: :broken_heart:

HI POOKIE HOW ARE YOU WE HAVEN'T TALKED IN 6 DAY AAHH!

is it bad I lowk hate courtney... likee