I literally hate my school and some of the people working there. I go to a religious school. I have a lesbian friend, a gender apathetic/ace friend, a bi/aro/ace friend, and I'm pan/trans/ace. Well, our school found out a kid was gay in a younger grade and fcking expelled him successfully. So, now, I can't even work up the courage to come out to my crush bcuz i don't know if he'll say anything and I'm scared
also, I made a doc on twenty one pilots lore and mentioned how Vialism basically says the only way to paradise is through self destruction, and my principal flagged it and sent and e-mail to my parents. I keep a lot of stuff from my parents, like me having LGBTQIA+ friends and me being trans bcuz I'm scared. I actually have been struggling with sh thoughts lately but I'm getting better. I have a blade in my drawer, but it's from an art kit and I don't use it for that(I don't even use it. tf do I use it for), and my dad said he saw the blade in my drawer. Like why tf r u looking through my stuff btch
I also had 4 panic attacks bcuz of a worker there bcuz she hunted me and two of my friends down at a concert for the 5 yr olds or whatever when we were js hanging out, not doing anything and she also refused to let a girl I know, WHO HAS KIDNEY PROBLEMS, go to the bathroom
my lesbian friend's mom works there and she's h0mophobic, and she found out i'm pan, and now my friend is going through a lot of stuff with her mom and her mom said "homosexuality is a sin and she'll go to hell"
my science teacher also hates TOP bcuz they "aren't Christian bcuz they use metaphors and stuff" and then she says that skillet is Christian when they do the same thing like wtf
I am genuinely ashamed to call myself a student at that school.
