Cassie Camacho

Two choices one good and one bad why is it so difficult choose life it gives us more choices I just choose to ignore the rest to find the ones hidden under the surface 

Anger, disgust ,hate and regret I don't know which one I feel the most right now I just wish there was a off button I just wish I could spread my wings and fly into endless abyss 

Its scary letting people in finally opening up .I feel like I have the sadim touch where everything gets gets ruin when I touch it. Its just not the same anymore.I'm not the same anymore and it's all my fault.loving me was just to much to ask for...

He is slowly parting from my life...
          I am slowly dying from inside...
          The ocean so deep my body just sinks...
          The world so big I leave no trace...
          The wind whispers there is no love...
          The seas yell there is no truth...
          But my heart outcrys there is true love...
          But deep down inside i feel the waves part...

Wait for me in the dark, stay by me when I'm cold, love me when I'm gone, please dont leave me all alone, listen to my cries,talk to me when I'm quiet, be my hope when its run out , be my light on this dark night...

Darkness envides my mind clouds my thoughts helps me survive it is my peace in life my one last hope that I'll be okay darkness is my cloak from  light it is my reason to live it is everything I will ever need darkness is everlasting 

He keeps me chained to this earth... His words are a blessing...my heart can't take much more...when he says those three words my heart explodes my brain can't think I become speechless he is my light in the dark...I have fallen in love for the first time...he has helped me out of so much he is my best friend he is my dream guy he is everything and so much more but I'm scared he be gone I'm scared he will walk away I'm scared he will leave me for good 

Time stays the same as people begine to change ...no one to really show you how to  love... Life just goes on leaving you alone...with a smile holding on but ur so empty...u try to move on but inside u can't fight the darkness in ur mind it's taking over...u have no more pride and life just goes by with no one by ur side any longer...

Everything thing moves on its own... my world is in my eyes... my heart just loses control... I never realized how much I need him... he is my delight his smile shines so bright I wish I  could say how much I love you...

I told him the truth... I have confused he clogs my mind with his endless nights of talking of laughing of just being me my love I pray that u don't leave my side ...