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!! VENT because I have no family members irl to talk to anymore !!
My mom keeps talking with this guy named Paul after he said white people are superior, trans people aren't real genders they transition to, lesbians are just woman who can't get a man, and after everything he did. I asked her to at the very least ask him to text her and give a warning before he comes down and she yelled at me, saying it's her house. I tried to explain I was uncomfortable (especially because sometimes I don't have a bra at home) and he just waltz in, so I said how would you feel if I randomly brought a boy home when the house was a mess. She said not good, but it's my house. Just because it's her house means I don't deserve respect. I put up a sign outside my room saying no homophobia, no transphobia, no racism, no anti furries and anti therians, and he read them all off and said well I'm not allowed in that room. He also threw cigarette buts at this nice old black man downstairs and called that mans 30 year old son racial slurs.
I either pick my moms feel uncomfortable with a man in my house, can't say anything or else I feel guilty or she'll tell her friends, or I pick my grandmas I get body shamed and bullied depending on the day, and can't speak also depending on the day
Either one I can't eat for two different reasons
I hate this so fucking much.
-Alex
