💀🧿⦻AL3X⦻🧿💀

Uhh, so I was trying to shift to TOH (I've been trying to shift to places I wanted to live as a child to honour my past innocence, I just thought it would be nice to finally let that little nine year old girl hug the one person that made her feel like she was worth something when her family didn't) and while I'm writing I look at the time and it's 11:11, so I get kinda excited and ask to shift, and now after looking at visuals I feel sick as hell?? Idk if it has anything to do with it but it's like really strong and I was fine all day??

I'M WHEEZING (btw freekyness so if ur not good w/that dont read)
          So I have a friend (NO WAY) who really simps for sundrop and moondrop, now I went through that like, four years ago, so I just kinda go along w/it
          and whenever they wanna look at freaky art, they ask me to look w/them, because I'm fine w/seeing that kinda shit and they are not unless someone who matches their freak is there (like me lol)
          SO WE FIND SOME
          WHO MADE IT CANNON THAT ALL OF THEIR D!CKS ARE TENTACLES??
          ;-;
          anyways baii
          -AL3X

HI EVERYONE!! I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING OFF FOR A WHILE, I WAS TIRED XD BUT HERE'S SOME UPDATES!!
          -I'm super into greek mythology!! I had a dream last night with all the greek gods, and Apollo called me his child- I was giggling when I woke up XD
          -I'm doing a lot more exercises!! And I was talking with my friends about our insecurities (since we both have the same ones) and they talked about starving themselves, and Apollo is really about body positivity and stuff, and he wasn't too happy ;-;
          -I've gotten SOO SO SO SUPER close to shifting!! Like, I was RIGHT THERE!! I'M SO HAPPY!! I'ma shift this weekend :3
          -I've been feeling a lot more nauseous, and one of my friends is becoming a proxy soon, and she said she's gonna visit me after she does :3
          -I had a dream about eating a person....they were good ngl- idk who they were, but it was after my friend who's becoming a proxy had a dream about eating someone, and then Mylo had a dream eating someone?? WTF??
          There's more but im tired SO BAII
          -AL3X

To any of my darling subliminal makers, (since I cannot make subliminals on my own :<) can you guys PLEASE make a shift to the Freak Circus or manifest the characters from the Freak Circus subliminals-? There's none and I NEED to meet my clown husbands  PLEASE I WILL GIVE YOU MY RIGHT KIDNEY FOR IT 

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY DARLING BUGGIES!! IT'S BEEN A FULL YEAR ON THIS ACCOUNT OMG!! LOVE YALL!! <33

GUYS OML
          I LOST ANOTHER FUCKING POUND??
          NO FUCKING WAY
          I LOST 7 POUNDS ONLY THIS MONTH
          I WAS STUCK AT THIS ONE WEIGHT (I'm not saying it)
          AND I LOST 7 POUNDS
          I'M SO HAPPY
          LITERALLY ALL I DO IS SIT AT MY COLD ASS FUCKING DESK CRAFTING WHILE LISTENING TO WEIGHT LOSS SUBS (bc like i like crafting but not fucking working out bc im just lazy like that :,D)
          I RUN FOR GYM CLASS (obviously) BUT I'VE BEEN OFF SINCE THE 19th
          SO LIKE??
          I MEAN, SOMETIMES I DO LITTLE EXERCISES AND I JUST STARTED DOING MASSAGES TO LOSE WEIGHT BUT OML
          7 FUCKING POUNDS
          ANYWAYS GN
          -AL3X

Merry Christmas everyone!! It's been a full year of having this account, and I'm so thankful for all of you!! Love you!! <33
          -AL3X

guys i'm giggling
          so a day before i tell this guy i like him, I have a dream
          where I was talking to him, and father (slender) watched from a distance
          And he was not approving of this guy, okay?
          The day after that dream the guy rejects me
          FATHER ARE YOU PSYCHIC OR SMH??
          DAMN-
          Bai buggies!! 
          -AL3X

so, idk what book to put this in, but ima jst put it here 
          So, I was playing shifting subs last night (like always) but this time I added another slendermans child sub, one I never had used before, but I hadn't seen father (slender) in a while so I decided why not
          I had a dream, i think i was like, three years older then I am rn? And I was walking around school, and anytime i looked in the distance, father was there, jst watching
          anyways, i started talking to this guy i like, and father watched that whole thing too
          also, smh keeps grabbing me while im on call or typing (like rn) and fucking biting me like who tf-
          can y'all ask around to see who it is??
          bye buggies!!
          -AL3X

I'm playing a sub to shift to the mha LOV, and this is the first thing that happens in the sub:
          Shigaraki: "I hate it here...I think i got a sunburn"
          Me (while I'm trying to shift) BRO STFU I'M TRYING TO SLEEP-