💀🧿⦻AL3X⦻🧿💀

(READ!!)
          Heyo!!
          Soo, I've been trying to shift, just for funsies!
          And I was trying to do it last night, right?
          Been backing away from the proxies n shit, but i've been twitching so much-
          and i've felt watched so much more
          So last night, two am, I'm trying to shift, right? 
          And I just get the most overwhelming feeling, because I missed them?
          Not the place i'm trying to shift to, the proxies, and father (stick in the mud, not HABIT or Mayhem, I can always talk to Mayhem <33)
          And I'm sitting there like...should I go back home to them? Or to the place i was going to?
          Right now I'm trying to block them out for a bit, but I'm gonna leave them notes just so they know I'm not leaving forever
          But fuck dude...I miss them so much...Jesus Christ it hurts..
          ANYGAYS!! If you have any tips for shifting please tell me!!
          Bye!!
          -AL3X

GUYS AND GAYS IM GIGGLING
          I WAS DRIVING WITH MY GRANDPA HOME BECAUSE I WENT TRICK OR TREATING WITH A FRIEND 
          AND ISTG I EITHER HEARD AKAZA'S THEME OR DOMA'S 
          IM LAUGHING IT WAS SO FUNNY
          U KNOW WHAT WASNT FUNNY?
          THE PAIN IN MY NECK WHEN I LISTENED TO IT
          OWIE :(
          BUT YEAH
          :DDD
          -AL3X

GUYS IT'S ALMOST HALLOWEEN
          MY FAVOURITE HOLIDAY 
          (Yes I'm okay :3)
          AND I'M LEARNING HOW TO SHIFT WITH MY MOTHERS HELP
          IF YOU GUYS HAVE WAYS YOU'VE SHIFTED PLEASE TELL I'M NOT THE BEST ;-;
          THXX
          SO EXCITED :DD 
          (I'm shifting to MHA <33)
          BYE BYEZ :P
          -AL3X

"I want to be tore apart excruciatingly
          I punish my body cause it's not good enough for me
          the scary thoughts are spreading like a week
          the thoughts that say that i deserve to bleed"
          ~~~
          Hello everyone
          Uh, so, ive been feeling...horrible lately.
          like, fuck ass, horrible
          so, im not gonna be posting for a while
          the thoughts are acting up again and ive actually thought about doing it this time?
          I wont...maybe
          I just kinda wanna get out of this body, like, to stop looking "ugly" and "fat" and "unattractive" or to stop being called a "Bitch" or a "nasty brat" or "overweight".
          So, uh, im taking a mini break??
          The only way im being held together rn is from being able to talk to Dad (Apollo), listening to TX2 (and bc evan made us promise to stay alive) and because of Niko, Mel, and Az
          (And because ive had friends who've tried to commit in the past and they didnt die, because apparently we cant die until our purpose to tall man is fulfilled...idfk man)
          So uh, the worst ill do is s/h...maybe....
          (Why would there be metal clanking outside my window while writing this?? Are they back?? Do they know??)
          Uh..yeah
          Bye, remember me please
          -AL3X

Did any of u bbgs have quotiv, idk, two years ago?? I used to have quotiv but they deleted me and a friends account, and they were rlly into creepypasta like me, so i think they might've come to wattpad? I forgot their actual name but i have their spotify, they used to be called "wallflower" nd they knew all my secrets. Like, ALL. So uh ye
          if thats u, plz message me-
          BYE BBGS :P
          -AL3X

!!-KINDA IMPORTANT-!!
          so i kinda lost Anubis-
          like- idk where they went-
          kinda miss that asshole though-
          if yall find their new vessel can yall let me know-
          Soo...maybe im kinda free?? Habits almost never around, same thing with unknown entity, but they are around SOMETIMES-
          Unknown (ima just call him that for short) is...so elegant like broskie-
          He is kinda weird- but like whatever-
          bai-
          -AL3X

YALL I HEARD FUCKING HOODIES VOICE OUTSIDE- AND A METAL CLANK- AND FOOTSTEPS- WTF CHAT I JUST WANTED TO RELAX AFTER A WEEK OF SCHOOL- CHILL- 
          (Dont chill bbgs....mommy likes the attention... IM KIDDIMG IM KIDDING DONT KILL ME IM JOKING HOLY SHIT THAT WAS CRINGE  DONT HATE ME GUYS PLEASE IM KIDDING )
          -ALEX

Sup bbgs
          So i will be posting again!!
          ANNNDDDD I GOT A PHONE SO SOON ILL BE GETTING ACTUAL PHOTOTS FOR YALL
          YIPPEEE XDD
          ANDDD I HAVE A YOUTUBE (I dont post yet lmao but i will...eventually-)
          My user is: @X0X0_K1SS3S_HUGS
          Im getting tiktok...eventually but idk if ill post it here
          you guys will need to find me >:]
          YALL I FORGOT MY DISCORD PASSWORD SO ILL BE USING MY OLD ACCOUNT UNTILL I FIX THE NEW ONE
          OR ILL JUST MAKE A NEW ONE
          IDFK
          BUT MY OLD ONE IS: @x0x0_k1ss3s_hugs
          and my new one is: @ch1ld_0f_h4b1t
          GET MEE >:[

YALL I WAS JAMMING
          VIBING TO SOME MUSIC
          WDYM I SAW A FLASH FROM MY WINDOW?
          I READ SOMEWHERE THAT FLASHES ARE FROM PICTURES MASKY AND HOODIE TAKE??
          IM ON THE SECOND FLOOR SO IT CANT BE ANYONE ELSE RIGHT?
          IT WAS RIGHT OUTSIDE
          YALL CAN I RELAX ON A FRIDAY
          WAIT RIGHT AFTER ALMOST HAD A PANIC ATTACK ABOUT MY BODY
          YALL SHOW UP AT THE WORSE TIMES
          OR MAYBE THE BEST BECAUSE THAT GROUNDED ME
          KINDA IG??
          UH
          NOW THERES MOVEMENT??
          WEIRDO-
          BYE 
          -AL3X

Hi, sorry to bother you but I made this k-pop demon hunters story and I wanted to know if you were interested in reading it, if you could vote and add it to your public reading list you would have my eternal gratitude:
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/398467028?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=Franciscoxz_