𝗔𝗧𝗟𝗔𝗦

okay ...  what  if  nakamoto  yuta  oc  with  ken/felip  from  sb19  as  l/i  :^

is  it  bad  that  I  very  much  hate  it  whenever  people  online  state  that  they  openly  want  to  kill  themselves  or  want  someone  else  to  kill  them???
          
          it's  not  that  things  like  feeling  suicidal  should  be  frowned  upon,  it's  just  that  I  feel  even  more  depressed  and  upset  whenever  I  see  that  shit

the  longest  form  I've  ever  read  was  like  20k  words  and  I'm  STILL  in  disbelief-

i  desperately  need  to  write  a  middle  child  whose  been  " in  the  middle "  their  whole  life  because  i  need  something  to  connect  to  RIGHT  NOWW

realising  I'm  surrounded  by  Filipinos  on  wattpad  was  NOT  smth  I  expected  TT  (  I'm  filo  too  but  lowkey  speak  more  English  cuz  I  was  in  another  country   for  a  long  time—  ) 

when  dec  20  or  dec  22  hits  i'll  be  cleaning  up  my  mb  ^-^

me  realising  that  the  more  attached  i  get  to  my  ocs  the  less  i  want  to  hurt  them  (  but  authors  of  the  applyfics  I've  applied  to  have  proof  that  i  give  into  my  demons  and  still  throw  chunks  of  trauma  onto  said  ocs  anyway  so. ☠️☠️  )

“ they're hiding something from us, ####. ”​
          
          “ #032611 will be alright, darlings.. ”
          
          “ #032611 will be with his new family, why are you so worried? ” 
          
          They were lying, Jihyun was going to—
          
          
          
          
          yea  i  just  dropped  a  teaser  for  one  of  my  works  that  has  been  in  progress  for  a  while  :^  (  i  can't  tell  when  i'll  be  releasing  it  tho-  )

as  if  this  year  couldnt  get  any  worse .. :C

mary  sue  /  gary  sue  characters  are  fun  when  done  right  I  fear