CHB4Ever

An ode to fandom:
          	I think I'm finally ready to accept that my time in fandom on this website is over. I've been out of it for a while, but now I'm willing to let go. 
          	Yet I still see the screenshots of convos and comments I had with different people two and three years ago, and it's really bittersweet. 
          	Yes, at the ripe old age of 15 I'm moving on. But this has actually been a process for a while. All of my close friends I met on here are long gone, everyone I knew is reduced to screenshots and chat history. While this is incredibly sad, it is also an example of how powerful and amazing fandom can be.
          	Fandom brings people together from all around the world to talk about what they love. There's excitement, there's fights, there's so many updates, and so much going on. Fandom is a truly magical thing.
          	This site has seen some of my best moments, and some of my worst, all of you have been with me through thick and thin. When I was at the prime of my fandom career I didn't realize how much I would look back and appreciate these moments. 
          	So I just want to say thank you.
          	I will forever be thankful for everyone on this site, and the stories shared. I truly think fandom made me a better writer, and a better person, getting to talk with you all. 
          	I don't think I will ever fully close this account, but leave it more as a time capsule to what used to be. (Maybe you will even catch me somewhere on AO3 <3)((and yes I changed my username back. After all I will forever be the og CHB4Ever on this site, and I don't want that to change.))
          	In the end, I love all of you so so much. Thank you for the moments, the memories, the laughs. The warm fuzzy feelings, and angst. The one shots and the stories that lasted days. Thank you for being with me in fandom. 
          	Thank you for being my home for so long. 
          	You all will shine like gold in my memories. <3
          	
          	(Ps. Should I republish my one shots before I leave?)
          	
          	Love you all more than words can say

Miss_MarvelAddict

@CHB4Ever <333333333 I swear ima cry now
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The13thdemigodwizard

@CHB4Ever man I remember so long ago you were one of the first people I remember who read and commented on all of my 
          	  funny little fics which honestly that encouragement  and friendship kept 13yo me going when I wanted to give up on writing them and even tho we haven't spoken in a while our comments section convos will always have a special place in my heart as your name is one of the first I think about from my wattpad active days. good luck in whatever you do next  all my love <33
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CHB4Ever

@107awesome I’ve loved seeing you around here too! It’s been a great run! I hope that wherever you go next, in life and online, that it goes well <3
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CHB4Ever

An ode to fandom:
          I think I'm finally ready to accept that my time in fandom on this website is over. I've been out of it for a while, but now I'm willing to let go. 
          Yet I still see the screenshots of convos and comments I had with different people two and three years ago, and it's really bittersweet. 
          Yes, at the ripe old age of 15 I'm moving on. But this has actually been a process for a while. All of my close friends I met on here are long gone, everyone I knew is reduced to screenshots and chat history. While this is incredibly sad, it is also an example of how powerful and amazing fandom can be.
          Fandom brings people together from all around the world to talk about what they love. There's excitement, there's fights, there's so many updates, and so much going on. Fandom is a truly magical thing.
          This site has seen some of my best moments, and some of my worst, all of you have been with me through thick and thin. When I was at the prime of my fandom career I didn't realize how much I would look back and appreciate these moments. 
          So I just want to say thank you.
          I will forever be thankful for everyone on this site, and the stories shared. I truly think fandom made me a better writer, and a better person, getting to talk with you all. 
          I don't think I will ever fully close this account, but leave it more as a time capsule to what used to be. (Maybe you will even catch me somewhere on AO3 <3)((and yes I changed my username back. After all I will forever be the og CHB4Ever on this site, and I don't want that to change.))
          In the end, I love all of you so so much. Thank you for the moments, the memories, the laughs. The warm fuzzy feelings, and angst. The one shots and the stories that lasted days. Thank you for being with me in fandom. 
          Thank you for being my home for so long. 
          You all will shine like gold in my memories. <3
          
          (Ps. Should I republish my one shots before I leave?)
          
          Love you all more than words can say

Miss_MarvelAddict

@CHB4Ever <333333333 I swear ima cry now
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The13thdemigodwizard

@CHB4Ever man I remember so long ago you were one of the first people I remember who read and commented on all of my 
            funny little fics which honestly that encouragement  and friendship kept 13yo me going when I wanted to give up on writing them and even tho we haven't spoken in a while our comments section convos will always have a special place in my heart as your name is one of the first I think about from my wattpad active days. good luck in whatever you do next  all my love <33
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CHB4Ever

@107awesome I’ve loved seeing you around here too! It’s been a great run! I hope that wherever you go next, in life and online, that it goes well <3
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-sleepyangel

oh my god!! hi do you remember me? i was leviosa_lily :D (this is my alt lol)
          i hope youre doing well <3

-sleepyangel

@-sleepyangel yes!! ive been doing very well actually. hows freshman year going? mines alright
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CHB4Ever

@-sleepyangel hi! Oh my gosh I remember you! It’s been way too long! How have you been? We are both freshman right now, right?
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CHB4Ever

I could use a hug

beanstacular

@EsmerayWrites    Of course! Everyone needs hugs :) 
            
            Are you feeling better now?
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107awesome

@EsmerayWrites 
            Np! I've been good, trying to get back into the flow of schoolwork
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laylxsa

@EsmerayWrites Your Welcome♥️
            Not much has been going on these days just books books and did I mention books
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Miss_MarvelAddict

Hi Emily!!! We haven't talked in forever and I was just wondering how you're doing
          
          (I changed my user btw, it's Gracie(my old username was graciekane)

CHB4Ever

@Miss_MarvelAddict  @-sleepyangel hiiii! How have you two been doing?
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Miss_MarvelAddict

@-sleepyangel pretty ok
            I’m pretty obsessed with some new fandoms tho
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-sleepyangel

@Miss_MarvelAddict 
            hiii :D im doing pretty good, wbu?
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CHB4Ever

Hope everyone is doing well! What better than a writing contest to kick the school head back into motion? I’ve done the previous contest for the mythical community, and trust me, these are honestly some of the best! Good luck with your end of summer, and here is the link if you all want to join!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/244328438-nightshade-claws-a-writing-quest

CHB4Ever

*year not head lol. It’s too late for me to properly spell check
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CHB4Ever

Had anyone heard of or had tachysensia/Alice in wonderland syndrome/ the fast feeling? Because I just realized that it was a real thing, and I think I have a light case of it (I’ve had 4-5 episodes since I was 9 each lasting 10-15 minutes) I was just wondering if anyone else has heard of it, or had it, and if it was a common experience. Hope you all are doing well!

ILiveWithMyFandoms

@CHB4Ever yes I have heard about it, I haven't done enough research to know much tho
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beanstacular

@CHB4Ever  I’ve heard of it and I think I’ve had an episode at least once, but it really isn’t that common to happen. 
            
            It’s not dangerous tho, so you’ll be okay ^^
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leiana52

@CHB4Ever I've never had that happen <3 Super strange, though!
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