(WARNING FOR THE CUTIES!! This is a vent, if you do not care this for announcement I'm telling you now just ignore it!!)
Isometime feel like I'm not important in my family. Due to reasons, my mom just cares about to church everyday and only hangs out w/ me when we go shopping or needs something from me. With my dad, we barely hang out like we used to due to his work but every time he doesn't work he just lays in bed and ignores me. They only care for my talents but never the true me, making me want to change myself to fit in the family role. By trying to learn not to be loud, try to focus on my studies, be more feminine, try to do feminine things. I HATE when they call me an ugly pig (in Spanish), making me overthink if I am ugly and my body isn't just it. Then they get mad at me for always being on my cellular device like HELLO?? I hate being at home and rather be at school, but both places are so tiring.