CJ-R

It’s been… Over a year now. And I have made little progress in what I’ve wanted to accomplish as a writing hobby. This year I’ve made two new poems that are nice, at least in my head(lol).
          
          Perhaps this year will be different. For real. I guess I’ve said that before. Perhaps this is monologue for my brain to… My brain?- it’s, 1am right now and I’m just reminiscing about the past on here and what might have been by now… It’s still possible and I’ve been here and there fixing things. Your never fully finished with fixing this tweaking that of course but man I just noticed a big thing with this story is I should’ve put the separate groups in their own chapters instead of cutting between them to keep them all on the same timeline. 
          
          I need to go to bed. I just wanted to type this it’s not like anyone ever reads this hahahahahaha.
          
          Marry Christmas/Happy Holidays, and soon Happy new year to all of you fellow writers and or readers!

It’s been… quite a long time since I posted on here. A lot has happened. A lot has changed for me since then and perhaps people who may read this.
          
          I started this account to make my own story in the universe I call the best science fiction universe I know. (obviously a personal opinion, we all have our tastes if you will).
          
          I was not happy with how my story was at the time I unpublished it. Among other personal matters and what not lead me to take down what I’d been working on in my head, then on keyboard, since 2015.
          
          Over the past couple years I’ve been just hanging on(figuratively that I was almost never here) I have been working to improve my story, fanfition. I still don’t know how to categorize it. Because all of my written characters as far as I’m aware I created. But it’s in an already established fictional universe- A.D.D noises.
          
          What I’m trying to say is there have been improvements to the reason I originally got on here. My story.
          
          I intend to republish on here. I’m aware the meta on here has been and is: Teen romance and or slice of life sort of stories. But I don’t care so much anymore about “being good/having a great story”-well…
          
          I’ve been craving to get this idea out of my head. It always bugs me somehow that it’s been what, Seven years!? (Bungie’s favorite number!) And I still haven’t finished “book”1. Yeah there’s a series I had/have planned- ambitious I know, but I was like 16 so
          
          Expect part one to be reposted this week. And then I will attempt to publish a chapter every week but I won’t hold myself to it I want to reread and fix as much as I have with all parts as the first chapter. It’s had about 20 significant changes in the past month so let’s get ready to rumbllllle!

Thanks for the follow 

I haven't been very active for a long while now. But I come on every once and a while to try and motivate myself that I can do it. That I can persevere and accomplish my writing goals. 
          
          I'm sure many of us, if not all, struggle with this once and a while. And I hope everyone is doing ok dispite how crazy the worlds gotten with this borderline pandemic, riots (at least in my country ) and any other situations that we may find hard to deal with.
          
          I'm not exactly sure what I'm trying to say, I just felt like saying something about all this stuff going on 

I graduated! One-nine!

Also I just asked my friend again and he's gonna draw the cover idea and hopefully I can make this story look and read better too! This years looking to be the year of change and not oh boy I'm exited!

Ok I'm gonna try to repost my story parts as I try to add the details as if ya read parts 1-4 then read 5 your gonna find a lot of bland or rare world building. This needs to be done. I ant giving up on my story. It has potential and it's the most creative thing I'll ever do and the hardest I've ever worked and researched for.
          
          Main characters in my mind be like:
          "Tell em to make it count" 
          Bad reference but whatever. Alright here we go unpubling all my parts and edit and republish... 
          
          I've been inactive due to stress... I'm nearly not graduating and recently my girlfriend of two and a half years and I broke up. My life is at a milestone but these are some very hard last few steps. This summer I'm gonna work hard to get this story fixed up and get my mind out of the shadows and get some light in.
          
          More to come hopefully soon
          
          June 28th there's still time to finish this by then...

I'm gonna re edit my chapters on my story because it's not needed, no one probably cares, and it can cause issues wen I forgot to edit it before I publish the part

Good morning! Just read some writing tips, and found a site about radio communications for military (like basics not the technical stuff average people don't know) so I could be better with my radio chit chat. 
          
          I'm brain dead tired goodnight 

Yet another mass shooting... 49 dead and 40 some others injured in an attack on two places of prayer in New Zealand. This is horrible, this shouldn't happen. My sympathies for all those affected by this event; and I hope that 2019 brings a stop or at least a huge drop off of these mass shootings...