༉‧₊˚📚 ༘ ❝𝐌𝐚𝐱𝐢𝐞❞┊͙

[☆☾]*Dances in* 
          *Trips* 
          *Falls face first*
          *Stands and smiles*
          
          I LIIIIIVE! :D ... XD I'm super anxious and actually have to be up this late to be ready for my new job that starts... today, actually, at 4:30 pm. So, yeah! XD I'm gonna try and be on here more, My BF has sucked me into Fire Emblem Heros and Wizard101 so I've been playing that with him and occasionally rping on mc on one of my favorite servers! ^u^
          
          But yeah, catch up with Maxie! If ya wanna like, rp or something, tag me to where ever ya wanna rp at and I'll be sure to do so when I can! Byyyeee! <3[☽☆]

hey you ? yes you !! you're reading this ?
          good .. because ..
          
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          I wanna remind y'all that you guys are ..
          
          ✎ :  ♕ / ♔ : . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ AMAZING ˎˊ˗ 
          and I will always support youuu , why do I write this you ask ? 
            
              ⇢˚⋆ ✎ ˎˊ- " cause you're wonderful and you deserve all the loves OwO "

[☆☾]*CRASHES IN LIKE THE KOOL AIDE MAN*
          
          I AIN'T DEAD, I SWEAR! XD
          
          I've been hanging with an mc friend- well, kinda? We found out we had feelings, dated for a few days, are now on break until we can fix ourselves a little and until we can meet next year! I'm excited for that! :D 
          
          But yeah, I'm alive and well, I had been working on a few rp ideas for this account and maybe my hetalia one? I dunno, depends on my drive honestly!
          
          Anyways, how y'all doing? :3
          (Also, don't mind that this was wrote 2am my time, I'm going to bed rn- XD)[☽☆]

[☆☾]But like, heyo, I live today- XD[☽☆]

[☆☾]Alrighty! So... hah, I know only a few will see this, and I know only a few will care but.. I figured this was the best way to tell y'all and get it out there.
          
          I'm.. not okay. I'm struggling, a lot. It's a hassle to get outta bed, it's hard to make myself eat, it's hard to even get on here or on Discord to talk to my friends/family.. It hurts, to see y'all happy where I'm just in a pit of sadness and just, hating myself. I hate being home. I hate not having anything to do. I hate not having a routine. I hate... not having motivation to do anything.
          
          Now don't get me wrong! I love that everyone's happy, healthy, and enjoying themselves! But... I kinda want that too, ya know? I wish I could put myself out there and make friends with new people but... I know it's just going to go up in flames like my past friendships have.. I have a hard time connecting with others because I fear abandonment. That's a fear I didn't realize I had until I noticed I wouldn't make friends or put myself out there and when I did make friends, I pushed and pushed them away to see if they would leave me...
          
          I guess it has to do with my past family issues that I got that fear.. but it's also my fear of being hurt that makes me not want to.. because I've been hurt many times and I can't handle the pain anymore. 
          
          I love you guys, I always will. I'm not trying to call myself to attention, I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad or feel sorry for me.. but, I was taught by my 2 online Sestra's that I need to tell people when I'm not okay.. something that I can't do irl.. so, thank you for reading this if you did. I love you, have an amazing day. <3[☽☆]

[☆☾]So! I made an anon group, it's a supernatural college rivalry! Join it if you want!
          
          https://my.w.tt/0xoWPWist5 
          
          If not, join Ollie's Kingdom anon group! :D
          
          https://my.w.tt/q5DXyHCat5 [☽☆]

°•°|-Hey Maxie! How have you been? It's been a while, huh?-|°•°

| ; i rickrolled 3 people

@obism-
          
          [☆☾]BLUUUUE! *Tackle hugs* I've been great! Just finished my finals! :D ^u^[☽☆]

| ; im feeling sad since i had a crappy night and stayed up till 5 am bawling my eyes out so here's an angsty rp thing  i don't know you can ignore this i'm sorry- ; |
          
          toshinori was in the hospital again. for what?
          his condition had gotten even worse seemingly overnight. tubes, wires and machinery were all hooked up to the skeletal man's body, the beep of the heart monitor filling the silence. he knew he'd be here for a while, but this time it was more terrifying than normal. nurses and doctors were coming by more often, and nobody was telling him where his kids were.
          his kids.
          he wanted to see them, terribly. he wanted to hold them close and tell them everything was gonna be ok, tell them that he'd get better like he always did.
          he just hoped they'd visit soon. it'd felt like an eternity since he last saw them or anyone else aside from the hospital staff.
          
          | ; againifyouwannaignorethisthatsfineijustwantedtodropthishereimsorryhaveagoodday- ; |