CMoney1209

And the cycle continues

CMoney1209

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My last message came off emo as fuck.
          I hope I didn't make yall think I died
          I deleted wattpad, greatest decision of my life. Highkey forgot about it
          And uhh
          I still have discord somehow lmao.

CMoney1209

I promise you I'm not emo lmaoo
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IAmAnonymous729

You sounded like you were part of the suicide squad. So an emo
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CMoney1209

Why I didn't just make one big message? I don't know. 
            On a side note, if anyone I knew wants to catch up here's a link https://discord.gg/mktVU8Vxmn 
            
            Don't think anyone's gonna join it but I have absolutely nothing to lose.
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CMoney1209

to those who know me: It was a fun time.
          
          Goodbye.

-Deefinitely-

@CMoney1209 goodbye as in....like the times before? Or.... What's up, man?
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generalofloki5

@CMoney1209 hello, wtf??!!
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IAmAnonymous729

What???
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CMoney1209

Reflecting on the past I realize how much my mindset has made me give up so many little things, such as small discord families or friends. 
          
          My mindset made me factory reset my relationships with all my friends. This pandemic made me emotionally numb to a lot of things, and it still lasts today. Concepts like love or happiness seem foreign. I don't smile as much, nor do I try to.
          
          So I factory reset aaand still can't feel those, but now I feel a little bit lighter. Not so heavy on the shoulders. But in doing so, made me lose my friends...
          
          considering what I said and did to get myself out of the servers so I can focus on myself - I don't think they think of me as friends now that I think of it.
          
          Times change. People change with it. But damn the past was fun.
          
          You know, sometimes I wonder what would happen if I deleted all social media like I never existed to begin with. Kind of like a ghost. I'm highly debating on whether I should just deactivate this account and start moving but hey, who knows.
          
          Anyways, drop small servers so I could at least gain back some of my past, or just go along your day :)
          
          Have a good day or night, weekend or weekday.
          
          - he who doesn't deserve what he has